Behind My Smile

Everything Happens When It's Dark Outside

Everything happens it's dark outside
Scared ones along with cowards hide
The stars burn to shine the sky at night
Everyone gives up and leaves my side

Looking at my smile, which had died
Reminds me of how many times I cried
Does it feel strange that I'm denied?
Cause it makes my inner feelings collide

The moon, in the sky, shines so bright
And as the moonlight makes me petrified
My inner feelings are now classified
That I'm both depressed and terrified

I think of nothing, except suicide
And I get to the top of the mountainside
But I got even scared by realizing the height
Hearing the sounds bombs and dynamite

Assures me there's nothing in the world, worth the fight
And now my life is coloured in black and white
Is there any space in my depression to place delight?
Can I erase my mistakes and, to my book, rewrite?

If so, then I'm ready to take that ride
Though, many times, I've tried
But people just keep me tied
I'll free myself, I'll go to the seaside

And now the truth is completely magnified
I'll breath fresh air and stop the carbon dioxide
Guess there's another chance to be satisfied
There's another chance for me to be qualified
Committing suicide isn't just right
'Cause this soul just needs to be purified

Everything happens when it's dark outside
Negative thoughts roam, as it's wide
The grass crumble under my feet, it's dried
But changing myself is what I decide
And I'll free myself to be untied
As the truth is now justified,
It appears and kills my fright

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