Behind My Smile

Alone

I was alone, never finding home
As a strange feeling started to roam
Crying all day, crying all night
Where no one ever caught a sight

The sight of me, nor my tears
Nor my faults or my fears
But, heavy life gave me all the burden
That my shoulders won't be takin'

A smile I fake, behind it lies my ache
It's easier to hide a heart that would break
So it won't show and no one will know
What I am doing or where I go

Lonely, depressed.. no, it's the end
Caring about my feels is what you pretend
I've had enough, 'cause your game is tough
Playing with my heart as if it was your stuff

Alone in life, stabbed by a knife
And I'm already locked in this life
Cages and chains, all over my veins
Looking up at the sky as it rains

Alone in woods, alone in meadows
As those trees make their shadows
Starting to yell, never feeling well
As if I was thrown to hell

Sleepless nights, long days
All caused by your hatred rays
They influenced me, negatively
Never being able to understand me

Alone in this life, alone in this world
In a place where merciful ones are sold
Are sold to death, are sold to die
And I'm hiding here alone to cry

Wanna thank all of you cause your support got me over excited and motivated me to write it :)

Hope you like it!!! 😊