Seeing my reflection,
I wanted to be independent and strong
I said I'd make it when I'm alone
But now I know I don't want to be alone for longTears are streaming,
For mistakes I've never made
I keep on blaming myself
Till all my memories fadeI'm left with nothing to hope for,
Because everything will make me a disgrace to them
I'm forced to do what I don't want to
I figured out the reality of myself, I'm such a dumbI don't want to be alone
I don't want to live alone
Even if the ones I'm surrounded with
Will leave me or turn to stoneI don't want to be a disgrace
I don't want to live in such a maze
I can't cope with everything I'm in
Yet I'll always live in this phaseI scream and I cry,
Until all people look and stare
I think anyone will show some sympathy
But they go away and never careAll I ever want, is to never be alone
I want to be surrounded with anyone
I want to know if I can reach the sunlight
But in the end, I walk and reach noneI don't want to feel lonely
I want someone to listen even if they're faking it
I don't want to feel rejected
But I give up and I eventually quitSo I write what I feel,
In a poem with no name
Because no one will notice it
No one will feel the sameSometimes, you can't just speak up about what's bothering you. As for me, I just let poetry break the chains around me.
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Behind My Smile
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