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Chapter 33

Chapter 33

Hanbin's POV

"Y-yannie... please. Please hold on, baby. Please, please," I cried while the hospital staffs are pushing her to the emergency room.

I don't think I'll be able to live if something happens to her. Damn! Damn that girl! I don't care if she's a girl or what. I'll make sure she'll rot in hell!

"Doctor, please. Please do everything for my wife to survive. Please, please," I held the doctor's hand.

"We can't assure you that but we'll do our best," He shoved my hands away and headed inside the emergency room.

I punched the wall and got my knuckles bleed. Damn it! I hate this. Why is this happening to us?! Why?!

Our promises. Our dreams. Te family that we'll going to build. DAMN! All gone in a blink.

I bit my lip and took my phone out of my pocket. My hands are trembling as I dialed my mom's number.

"Eomma..." I bursted into crying. I can't stand seeing my wife on that condition.

"Hanbin-ah? Why are you crying? What happened?" My mom asked worriedly.

"Y-yannie... S-she's on the e-emergency room right now. E-eomma... s-she got hit by a t-truck. E-eotteokhe Eomma?! Eotteokhe?!" (What to do) I cried loudly, not minding the other people.

"WHAT?! Ok, I'll be there in five minutes. Message me the name of the hospital. Everything will be alright. Hold on, okay?" She hushed me. I cried more louder.

I'm scared. I'm freaking scared! What if she didn't do it? Fuck! I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself, especially that girl.

The doctor came out. I rushed over him, "Doctor how's my wife? Is she okay? When will she wake up?" He removed his nose mask and gloves.

"She's already safe. But we still don't know when will she gain her consciousness," I sighed in relief. Glad she made it! Please, wake her up soon. Please. I miss her...

"Oh. Before i forgot, I have something to tell you..." My heart start to beat rapidly. Sweats started to form on my forehead and palms. Hope it is something good.

"I'm sorry but your baby didn't make it..."

My world stops upon hearing the word baby.

"W-what?" My eyes widened in shock.

"Your wife is two weeks pregnant and the baby didn't manage to survive. Now, if you'll excuse me," I nodded at him.

Tears started fall on my eyes, again. Yannie is pregnant. My wife is pregnant...

I fell on the floor. I killed our baby. I killed my own... What just have I done?

I wipe my tears with the hem of my sweater. I looked like a mess but I don't care. I just lose our baby... I just lose my baby!

I hugged my knees and cried harder. They say man shouldn't cry but being torn in this situation will.

"H-hanbin-ah, gwaenchanha?" (Are you alright) My mom asked. I didn't noticed her coming.

I raised my head, still looking like a mess. I found beside her Somi and Hanbyul who's wearing a worried and pity look.

"E-eomma..." Tears fell on my eyes again. I looked weak right now. She wiped my tears and hushed me.

"Shh... Everything will be alright..." She hugged me tightly. I can help but to cry louder.

"A-aniya... E-eomma... My b-baby died... O-our baby didn't make it Eomma!" I screamed and cried again. I hugged my mom tighter. I heard them gasp. Neither do I know that she's pregnant.

"W-what?! Y-yannie's pregnant?" Since w-when? D-do you k-know about this?" My mom stuttered. I shooked my head and sniffed.

My mom stand up and started to panick. Somi tried to calm her down.

"How are we going to tell her this?" She paced back and forth.

I don't know how to deal with this situation.

I'm completely blank.

And lost.

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"L-liam hyung..." (brother) I whispered.

"Where's Yannie? Is she okay?" He asked worriedly.

"Yes hyung..." My eyes started to sting, again.

Liam hyung pulled me in a hug and comforted me, "Everything will be alright. Be strong, okay? I know you didn't really mean to do it. I have a feeling that someone did it for a purpose. Maybe because of jealousy..." He explained. I cried harder not caring about anything.

"But hyung... we just l-lost our b-baby..." I whispered.

"Y-yannie is p-pregnant?" His eyes widened. I nodded.

"We don't know about it. She didn't mention anything about being pregnant..." I sniffed. I heard him sigh.

"Okay. Let's visit Yannie first."

We walked together at Yannie's room. I opened the door and found her leaning on the headboard of the bed. He's talking to a friend.

"Y-you're finally awake..." I whispered. My eyes twinkled in happiness.

I walked towards her but she said something that made me stop, "Don't you dare walk near me, Kim Hanbin," She said coldly.

My world suddenly stop.

I slowly looked up, meeting her cold glare. I tried to find any emotions at her eyes but I failed.

"I think I should go?" Her friend smiled at me and tapped my shoulder.

"Y-yoonjin? Thank you..." She smiled at him.

He chuckled and answered, "You're welcome." They smiled at each other.

I turned my head from Yannie to his friend.

What was that?