(So this is a part of that love yourself fanfic I used to work on but has to stop because of the coming requests so here you go!)
Third person's pov
August 30, 2018
A wide smile spreads across Jin's face as he opened his closet pulling out all of the sweaters he owns, rushing down the living room to try it on one by one, it was the most important day for him, the moment he will see you again
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The loud sound of the train erupted their ears as they stand in each sides, waiting for the train to pass by completely, his eyes layed on her beautiful ones once the train was completely away from their sight, the girl rushed to run to the other side passing beside Jin, the red square notebook has gotten Jin's attention when it hit the ground, it was from her, he took it and examined the notebook, it was a diary, a complete summarization of what happened from her bad or wonderful day
That was the moment he thought, I need to see her again
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August 30, 2017
Months passed by and the both of you were more closer than ever, your phone number was scribbled in your diary so he managed to connect with you, hangouts, dinners, lunchs and friendly date was done, it was all important to him, every meet was neatly prepared but this night was probably the most important to him, he asked you in a romantic date and not just those friendly dates anymore, he went in his car, checking everything making sure that your date was perfect, he drove to the place the both of you had talked about with a big smile plastered on his face the moment he started driving until he suddenly felt the urge to cancel it all
"Am I that nervous on asking her to be my girlfriend?" He asked himself chuckling, he wanted to shrug the uneasiness away but it just kept coming back, it's like there's someone telling him to come back home but instead of letting his feelings get into him, he still continued, he arrived at the place and looked around to see you standing at the other side of the road, he smiled to himself remembering the first time he saw you on the other side of the road too, he waved his hand which you waved back at, he saw you clutched into your shoulder bag before running towards him, he was ready to welcome you in his hand, he was ready to give you the first bouquet of flowers he will ever give to you, it was your favorite flowers, smeraldo
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But suddenly, it was like the time stopped, his feet felt like it was glued to the ground, he never knew he will feast his eyes on your body being thrown at the ground because of the big impact of the car that has hit you
He knew it.
He knew that something was going to happen but he shrugged it off and now, his love is now laying lifelessly infront of him and he can't do anything about it
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His smile fell the moment he reminisced his most tragic memory, his hands automatically catched the falling vase beside him and made it stand up again, he smiled to himself bitterly, he was like the vase, it was falling off and is about to break but he himself is the only one who can help him stand up again, he needs to move on and let go but his regrets were still building up inside him, he never knew that he will see you again but instead of being in your cute favorite dress, it was instead infront of a rock while your body is buried underneath the ground
"I shouldn't have met you that night."
Author's pov This is all I've got, sorry if it doesn't meet your expectations, but I still hope you like it even just a little bit
