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Jungkook: Compared

Y/N's pov

"Why do you keep messing this up?!" He shouted again

I only looked down feeling bad about what I  did

I mixed up the order of his music sheets since I was attempting to clean it and so that he will be able to praise me

but it turned out the wrong way

"How many times have I told you not to fcking touch my stuff!" He shouted again pointing at me

"(Ex's name) is much more better than you, she knows what she's doing and she doesn't mess things up all the time!" He said ruffling his hair looking at his messed up sheets

"I should've left you the night she came crawling back to me" He said scoffing before turning around to fix his sheets

"I need this tomorrow aish" He mumbled but was loud enough for me to hear

I only kept my head low, it's not the first time he compared me to (ex's name), I always hear all those:

"I wish I ended up marrying (ex's name) instead"

"you have no match for (ex's name)"

"(ex's name) is more sexier than you"

and other things like that, I understand that I messed up but that it really need to come to this?

"Jeongguk" I said clenching my fist

"Oh come on, what now" He said facing me

"I want to file a divorce" I said and walked away but was stopped when he spoke

"Great."

~•~

A month passed by and our file for divorce hasn't been approved, I surely do miss him but how could I keep pushing myself to someone who clearly regrets choosing me

I heard my phone rang so I quickly went to take it and saw Jungkook's name on my phone, I decided to answer it and his response was

"The divorce is approved, it just needs our signatures and *coughs* thumb *cough* prints" He spoke from the line

I could tell that he was sick and I am honestly worried about him

"Oh that's good to hear" I said coldly not letting him affect me

"I'll be on my way to see you in court, bye" he said quickly ending the call

I sighed and cried

I guess this is it, what made me cry even more is like he didn't even care that I'll be forever gone

~•~

"It's already 1 hour past the scheduled time" The lawyer said checking his watch

I was worried, he did sound sick earlier and I'm scared that something happened to him

"Can we just reschedule this?" I asked and the lawyer sighed

"We can do that" He said

After fixing everything, I quickly went to visit our old house, memories of us having fun in our porch went back, I admit, there are happy and bad memories but I couldn't help but forget that for now

I quickly went to the door and luckily it was open, my eyes searched for a sign of Jungkook but he was nowhere to be seen, I searched the restroom and found him lying on the floor naked

"Jungkook!" My eyes widen in shock seeing him weak on the floor

I quickly went to help him and covered his groin with a towel, his body was burning hot and his eyes were blood shot red

I had trouble getting him into bed but with the little strength he had, I succeeded, I quickly went downstairs to warm up some water and poured it in a tub, I took a piece of cloth and let it soak there before grabbing a glass of water and paracetamol from the medicine cabinet, I took the tub of water first upstairs before running down to grab the glass of water downstairs

When I reached his room, I quickly made him drink the medicine and started damping the warm moist cloth against his burning skin, He was still naked but I didn't have any problem with it, his eyes were shut tight, and I could hear his stomach rumble

Has he been eating?

I saw how his lips were pale and his cheeks got thinner

I covered him with a blanket after finishing and went straight down to cook him something, I cooked some porridge and went back only to see him trying to stand up, I quickly placed the tray on the table and rushed to him

"Hey don't stand up yet" I said and he shoos my hand away

I had enough of him being stubborn so I pushed him back on the bed, his eyes widen in shock and I tucked him again under the blanket, I took the porridge and scooped a spoonful of it before making him eat it, the room was just silent and only our breathing and me blowing the hot porridge was heard

"Why are you here?" He asked

"I was worried, what happened to you?" I asked as I made him eat the last spoonful of porridge before placing the bowl down, his color came back and he wasn't as pale as before

"I'm fine" He said

"Just be honest with me" I told him, he looked at me and sighed

"I regretted the day I agreed about the divorce, I was too dumb to compare you with someone who only took me for granted, I was too stupid to think that she was much more better than you, ever since that day, I stopped eating and this is the only time I went to the shower, my body couldn't handle my body because of hunger and that's why you saw me in that state" He told me everything while tears in his eyes continued flowing

"I still love you and I want to change for you, We vowed infront of the Lord that I will love you until death do us part, and I'm going to make sure I fulfill that, I'm sorry for all the things that I did, please come back" He said and took my hand before kissing them, my heart clenched in joy, all of those words that came out of his mouth is something that I've been dying to hear months ago

"I'm here Jungkook, I'll stay here with you"

His hand went up to my cheek and he leaned in to kiss my lips passionately and I couldn't be more happier

Author's pov

I'm sorry for taking years long of hiatus hehe and I just got this request from @SharmaineEspiritu8 sorry if its kinda shitty, since its been long since I stopped writing but I still hope you liked it!

my messages are open for imagine requests!!

~Ellysa