Guilt

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Dedicated to: ec_poetry

Believe please believe
I tell myself
"You did nothing wrong", I repeat
"But did u really?" It answers me back.

A deed done wrong
It wasn't meant to
Crushing it beneath the memories
Of joy and happiness

But it doesn't listen as usually things are
Enveloping you and cutting your air supply
Suffocating you endlessly with itself
You won't believe it doesn't exist in a physical state.

Thinking about the times when u were in the moment
Thinking about ways how u could have changed the result
Thinking about ways you could get out
Lastly, thinking about ways you could have lied better...

It didn't matter, you tell the others
While inside it's eating you
Cursing endlessly about the outcome
The bombs keep on coming

One...by...one

~Priya
Drajen

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