happy pill | lucas wong

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Leena's POV

" Alright mom. " I said in a sweet tone before closing the door behind me and there remains the emotionless me.

I don't like pinks but i'm forced to like pinks.

I love dark colours or neutral colours, they speak more of my soul than pink.

Most girls probably heard this sentence thousands of times but I'm going to repeat it anyways.

" Girls are supposed to be feminine and wear dresses. "

Sure.

I wish I could cut my hair till it reaches my shoulder because it's now touching my waist and its such a burden to me.

Oh well, I have no freedom though. Since i'm from a rather wealthy family, i'm forced to live the traditional way which honestly, makes me feel trap.

I'm forced to attend a school where we learn how to be feminine and stuff which honestly irks me so much. Those girls there, wow.

Let's be real, when you're the CEO's daughter, everyone is going to be friendly towards you but backstab you the moment you turn your head.

This is the truth of society.

I sat on my bed and started reading comics. I love comics and I can't exaggerate how much I wish to own a comic book store.

I'm a pretty simple person, I love comic books and want to be an owner of a small comic book store where you are able to borrow the book or buy the book.

Basically like a mini library.

However, due to the image I have to show the world, i'm forced to change a dream. I can't like anything tomboyish which I don't see what's wrong with it.

I started bursting into laughter and started kicking my legs in the air.

My mom came in and snatched my comic book away from me with a furious face.

" How many times did I tell you not to read comic books and start acting more like a lady ?! " She screamed in my face and was really close in slapping me.

I looked down at my legs even though I wanted to defend myself so bad. I don't see what's wrong with a girl not acting feminine, what's with this idea of girls being feminine and guys being masculine ?

" If I catch you reading such useless book ever again, you are going to be homeschooled ! Do you understand me ?! " I nodded my head and she stormed out of my room, slamming the door behind her.

It's tough being forced to be someone you're not, but it's worse if you're the only child. There's no one you can rely on so practically you're alone.

I walked over to my desk and looked at all the drawings that i've drawn over the years.

I love art too, it's my hobby. I love drawing cars and motorbikes but my parents want me to be feminine and sketch portraits or dresses.

Like what.

I sat down on the chair and started to sketch a girl with shoulder length hair, wearing black leather jacket and pants with black boots. That's the style that I wish to achieve but i'm stuck with dresses with ribbons and heels that i want to destroy.

I looked over at my phone and realised it's time for some tea class near the Gangnam mall. I walked out of my gates and started walking towards the mall since I hate getting my driver to drive me even though it's such short distance.

" Get lost if you don't have the money! " I heard a voice screamed and looked over to where the crowd is located at.

I walked over and saw a guy around my age looking at the marvel figurines at the entrance of the store.

I looked over at my purse and decided to walk over to the store owner. " Yes miss, how can I help you ? " He asked with a gentle smile.

" All the Marvel Figurines that guy want is on me. " I said and everyone exclaimed in awed and that includes the guy and the owner.

He packed everything and tossed it over to the guy and honestly I can't stand such behaviours. The guy barely caught the bag of figurines.

I scoffed as I crossed my arms, " Is that how you usually treat your customers ? " He seemed shocked. I point over at the guy.

" Treat him well. Take the bag back from his and pass it to him nicely. " I said in a stern tone. He abided me and pass the bag back to the guy in a really nice manner.

I smiled proudly and passed him 1000,000 won.

When I was about to walk away from the store, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to face the guy who was treated badly just now.

He shoved the bag of figurines to me, " I don't need your pity. I can get the figurines by myself one day. You don't have to pay for me. " He said and walked away.

That was probably the first and last time i've ever seen him.

Currently i'm in my last year in college and honestly hate the course i'm taking. I have no intention of taking business but I was forced.

" That's all for class today. " I stood up and walked out of class. I went to the cubical located at the far end of the hallway.

" I can't believe Leena is the CEO's daughter like she doesn't even act feminine. " I scoffed and opened the door of the cubical.

" What do you expect me to do ? Wear dresses like you guys and probably drink high tea everyday when I'm not even hungry to gain weight ? " Their jaws dropped.

I scoffed, " For your information, cakes contains fats which if you guys eat in excessive, could lead to weight gain. "

Let me tell you guys, those girls who are like them often feel threatened whenever they hear the word Weight gain because to them, it's always a bad thing.

Me on the other hand, I love to eat so I don't care much about weight. Give me food and I'll probably love you.

I walked out of the washroom after i'm done and I walked to the basketball court. I saw a dude with really huge eyes playing basketball.

He noticed my existence, " Done looking ? " I shook my head and he seemed shocked.

" You're pretty daring for a girl. " I shrugged and sat down on the bench, signalling him to continue playing basketball but he walked towards me.

" I'm not going to play when someone's watching. " He said and I looked at him in confusion.

" Just afraid that if I did commit a mistake, people would pity me and I hate it. "

23rd April 2018

Rewrite the story because I don't know HAHHAA but my exams starts on the 26th so that is why I don't update much these days :")