Yoongi was trying to take a selca when Aerum suddenly opened the room to his door and walked to his bed.
Yoongi only had his bathrobe on and he was still wet from his shower. She silently crawled on top of him and laid down on top of him. Her cheek was pressed against his breast where his heart was.
Yoongi let her lay there as he continued to try to take a selca. It was hard because he was trying to be sexy, but Aerum's nose was in the picture.
"What's wrong, Aerum?" he finally asked.
"I'm tired," she muttered. "I don't want to sleep alone today."
"You usually sleep with Taehyung. Are you mad at him?" Yoongi asked.
She shook her head. "No, I'm not. He didn't do anything wrong. I just thought I'd sleep with you tonight. We don't talk much."
He hummed in agreement. "How's your mixtape going?"
"I've given up. I have writer's block. I don't know what to write anymore," Aerum responded sadly. "But as soon as I finish, I'll tell you first, Yoon-Yoon."
He kissed her forehead and patted her head gently. "You'll get over it. I go through that all the time. There's no rush, Aerum. You have all the time in the world."
"But I don't," she whimpered. "I could die any day now. I could do something wrong that will be spread all over the world, and my career will be over."
"It won't happen. Don't think like that. Aerum," he whispered, "you've been so strong lately. You've been off your depression pills for four months now. Don't let your depression draw you back in. We all have our sad moments. It'll be over the next day."
She stayed silent. "I don't feel like singing anymore," she whispered.
Yoongi could feel the tears from her falling onto his exposed shoulder. He shushed her, trying to get her to stop crying. He hated it when she cried.
She went through that many times before. There was one time where her depression got so bad, she stopped filming with the boys for Run! episodes, rarely smiled on camera or in real life, started sleeping alone with the door locked, and practiced dancing alone, then gave up halfway to cry.
"Get some sleep, Aerum. We'll talk more tomorrow with the guys."
She nodded, sniffling. "Okay."
[I'm sorry if this made you sad. I've been in a sad mood today for some reason]
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War of Hormone | BTS
Fanfiction[eighth member au] In which the only female is loved by her seven male members, but problems rise when someone begins to like her a little bit too much. "Noona, come love me!" "I feel the roast coming." "Jungkook, don't wake her up! She's sleeping...
