Tough Start

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Ava's POV

I glanced at myself in the mirror. I wanted to believe this was all some erotic dream but it wasn't. Then again if it was a dream , it would mean somewhere in my imagination I actually wanted this. Am I in denial? I rolled over on my back and looked at my ceiling. What's going on in my life? I looked at the time. 10:43 .

I had just woken up. That class knocked me out. There was a light tap on my door. "What's up?" I called and Jennifer walked in with Lucas. "You're finally up. You were gone girl," she said sitting on the bed and Lucas copped a squat against the wall.

"You two both know Diana? You both work for her?" I asked sitting up against the head board. "Well, I currently just bartend so yes and no. However Jennifer..." he trailed off and Jennifer sighed.

"When I met Diana I was spiraling out of control. I was trying to get over Zachary. I was constantly at Feu Bleu. One night Zachary was there and I was drinking and I felt Zac was trying to take advantage. Lucas pulled me away from the situation but I fell against the bar and hit my head. I woke up in one of the private rooms. Diana and I exchanged information and asked me if I ever needed anything to contact her. Around that time Zachary had closed all the accounts he gave me and your father put my tuition in my name and I drunk texted her. I wanted to just fuck to be honest but she had plans. She sobered me up, exposed me to her realm and I made decisions from there. I was very nervous at first. I did an run with her for a month. She showed me the basics but not too long after it didn't feel like work. I was enjoying life. I was enjoying life and carried myself with a higher standard. You should give it a chance. I can even show you some guys, I already know a few that are just waiting for your contract to be put out," she said a huge comforting smile.

"She doesn't want a contract for me put out. She wants me to herself," I said slowly and their jaws dropped. "Didn't see that coming," Lucas said laughing. "So ... are you?" Jennifer asked and I shrugged.

"How about you Lucas.. what's your story with Diana?" I asked. "I was homeless. She saw me walking on a bridge 3 years ago and stopped me. I was 16 and she was 21. She gave me a job at one of her less popular clubs and then when she opened Feu Bleu she relocated me there. She allows me permanent stay at one of her hotels. Awesome life really. I always amazed me how her success started so young, she had numerous accomplishments in weeks. It amazed me. When I reached 18 she put me in college and she just takes 1/3 of my pay, Or takes 50% of my contracts to cover the tuition. I'm comfortable with life."

I nodded and then wondered, "Wait.. Diana's only 24? Fuck.. she's.. wow." They nodded in agreement. "I never knew you did contracts," Jennifer said looking at Lucas.

"You're a submissive," I scoffed and then added, "You look so vanilla." He stuck his tongue out at me. "I got really scared what Diana's friendly intentions were so I was trying to pay her back for all her favors. Then one day she told me I just had to work off the tuition because it wasn't her money, that was her mother's doing. I made a contract that was accessible to anyone. I was a switch, I could be dominant and submissive either with man or woman. That opened a lot of doors and made my value shot up," he smiled.

"Wait... your bi? You've been with a guy?" Jennifer asked so excited. He blushed hard and nodded. She shrieked and got comfortable on the bed. "What are you gonna do about Diana?" she asked.

"I mean I can't really do nothing. She's my professor," their jaws dropped. "You finna be gettin dicked the fuck down with ya nasty ass all over the teacher's desk," she laughed.

I rolled my eyes. "You couldn't be farther from the truth. I honestly don't know how I feel about Diana. She's just so ... her. Can you guys understand? It's like I want her but I fear being with her. Not because of the hurt but yes because of the hurt but it's so worth the pleasure. I've orgasmed multiple times by this woman and she hasn't even touched me. I think about her from time to time but she makes it so hard not too... UGH! And another thing. Ever since that first meeting she made me cum I can't cum with someone else. Zay, Joshua , a vibrator even I can't do it. It's so infuriating!" I vented.

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