Honey (A Keith Powers Story)

Chapter 56: What's Best

I woke up feeling angry and bitter from the situation. I didn't even bother looking on Instagram I knew all my notifications would be through the roof. I slowly got up dreaded to go to my job that started this shit in the first place. Maybe I shouldn't have done the interview but I was scared to get fired again. I absolutely love my career but now I feel like they care more about this drama triangle between Julian, Ricky, and I. I had about 5 missed calls from Julian and 2 missed calls from Marlowe. I wondered what the both of them wanted. I opened my closet grabbing my floral skirt and throwing it on my bed along with my black turtleneck. I yawned walking into the shower letting the water run over me. I began crying out of frustration. What he did was a major blow to my heart. The Julian I know would've never done anything like that. Once I got out I lotioned my body and put on my undergarments. What made it worse is I was terribly horny and I could've been getting some from my man but no, he wants to be a hoe. I heard a knock on my door and I knew it was him. What part didn't he understand that I didn't want to hear or see from him. I angrily wrapped my robe around me. I walked to the door opening it. "What? I yelled. He stood there looking like a sad puppy.

"Please let me talk to you" he begged. I moved to the side letting him enter. I closed the door standing to the side. Just looking at him made me upset, I was seconds from zapping on him.

"What I did was wrong. I wasn't even thinking. I was just mad at how you went about it and then all the shit you said about me hurt my pride so I just wanted to have a good time which ended up making the both of us look bad" he explained

"You weren't thinking Julian; I am so fucking appalled. I can't even look at you right now. All I was doing was my fucking job and you break up with me because of your little fragile ego and within 24 hours you want to be in another broad's face. Do you know how I feel? I asked.

"I do-

"YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE" I raised my voice. He looked to the side rubbing his hands on his face. "Did you fuck her? I asked. "No," he said.

"You did something," I said. "I told you I didn't sleep with her," he said.

"But you were about too," I said. "Was you there? He asked smartly. Now was not the time for him to meet me where I was. He was going to listen to me cuss him out or he could leave.

"I don't know mothafucka you tell me" I spat. He sighed "Ard Honey, I didn't come to argue with you," he said getting up. "Well, I did. Let's fucking argue. You brought yourself here... you did me petty now you're gonna hear my mouth" I laughed. "What did you do with that girl?

He was getting frustrated and I didn't give a damn. "She gave me head; we were about to .... have sex but I stopped. It was a mistake" he struggled to say. My heart was crushing little by little. I figured maybe they made out and that was it but he let her go down on him.

"That was a long mistake... you... you are very funny Julian" I chuckled pointing at him. "I think you should go," I said.

"I'm sorry, come on. I was frustrated... I was drunk-

"Did she sign a non-disclosure form? I asked. "Yes," he answered. "So you weren't that drunk nigga. Get out of my face because you're a hypocrite... talking about you can't trust me. I can't trust you. 48 hours in another's bitches mouth is on your dick. Ha! You probably were fucking other women from the get-go" I yelled.

"You need to chill out. I'm not going to be too many bitches and nigga" he warned.

"And I'm not about to be no fool, fuck out my house" I yelled. "No, I ain't going nowhere" he shouted. "Get out" I yelled. "I ain't going nowhere, you got me fucked up taking to me like tha-

I lost it I swung at him but missed terribly. His eyes grew dark, the look on his face was disappointing and shock. Yeah, I can get crazy. "Are you fucking crazy? He yelled wrapping me around. My hands were held together like I was getting handcuffed. "Get off me" I screamed.

"Don't you ever in your life try to swing on me girl... you lost your damn mind" He yelled firmly holding my hands down. "Julian, get the hell off me" I shook my hands. "You better calm down... are you crazy? He asked again.

"Are you? I turned around and slapped him. He clenched his jaw before picking me up. "Put me down Julian" I kicked and screamed. He laid me on the couch hovering over me. Tears were falling down my face. He roughly kissed me and everything I felt and said went out of the door. I slowly wrapped my hand around his neck. "Baby I'm sorry, she doesn't mean anything to me. I was being an asshole; you have every right to be mad at me.... please let me make it up to you" he said unraveling my robe. I was still highly emotional looking in his eyes. "You're my everything," he said kissing on my neck. I lightly groaned as he made his way to my stomach planting kisses on my stomach. "You have my heart, we just got a house. I wanna marry you girl and want you to have my children, these broads don't mean a thing to me that's why I stopped" he explained. I didn't say anything I just looked at him as if I was stuck. The words that were coming out of his mouth didn't even sound like him.

I felt him tug my panties to the side. "No" I whined. "Shhhh" he whispered. He rose up taking his shirt up. He gave me a lustful looking leaning back in to kiss me. "I love you," he said.

"I love you too" my voice cracked. "You forgive me? He asked licking down my stomach.

I came to my senses "No stop" I said. He immediately stopped. I then covered my eyes and balled my eyes. "You can't break up with me, then embarrass me publicly and think you can get some"

"I would never expect for you to do me like that. It hurts so bad... its deeper this, it's the things you said and sex won't fix it and you know it" I said. He felt guilty "You're right," he said getting up.

"I think its best if I don't see you for a minute, Julian," I said. "What? He asked heartbrokenly. "I-

"You want to let this end over one mistake I made but how many chances have you given your ex-are you serious? He asked

"That doesn't matter, I'm not obligated to forgive you right now. You just don't get it. You did this, you made that choice the moment you decided to act an ass. Now you go think about how crazy and embarrassed you got me out here. Your tongue and dick game can't help this time" I said.

"Okay," he said walking to the door. I watched him open it and slam it hard. I sat on the floor crying some more. I wanted to forgive him but I just couldn't right now. He's still not being himself and the apology isn't genuine. All the sorry's in the world couldn't help how I felt. Julian and I always talked about not being these drama couples showing out for social media and look what he's doing. He needed to get himself together because he's trying to win me over by being sexual and that may have worked in his previous relationships but not with me. King used to use it on me and Julian was not apologizing to me that way.

Julian, I don't know what you are becoming.

Honey that was an epic fail. Did you forget his occupation?

I don't know if the future is looking bright for these two.

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