Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic

~Chapter 1

I turn the radio up in the car because I can't think about it. I run to forget the pain, everyday was a battle at least that was ubtil I met you. Then it left not all but at least it started to go numb...

"Daddy I got this ok. I think I can move into my dorm ok you can go you have to be at work soon anyway there is np reason you have to stay. Its ok, this will be good for me." I hope at least ever since mom died it seem hard to even function right. I put a bright smile on my face the same one I give everyone. "I love you daddy, I will call you before I go to bed, or if I need help. Bye daddy I will miss you bunches!!" "If I didn't know any better I would think that you were trying to get rid of me and I love you too pumkin. Do you have to start college already can't you just start next year."

"No. Now go before your late for work." I walk him out the door of the college and say good bye. Its time for me to do everything on my own. I have to promise myself that is gone. No more dreams,no more anxity attacks, no more pain, no giving in to the darkness.

"Hi, I'm Bella your room mate. What's your name." This is it Raven no going back anymore. "I'm Raven" "Wow that's a really

pretty name is there a reason behind it. Damn sorry I'm kind of nosy you dont have to tell me but just so you know I kind of have this thing that like I sort of pick up on people's feeling and stuff."

Just think not only will it make daddy happy but it might help me. I need to stop blocking everyone out. "Um my mum named me after a peom by Edgar Allen Poe, The Raven"

"That's so different and unique I like a lot acutally." "Thanks." See Raven you can do this just don't think about the dark.

"Hello? Raven." Alice say " Anyone in there?" she laughs. "Yeah sorry I tend to do that sorry. Now what were you saying" "Its ok but are you I keep trying to read you, sorry like I said I'm nosy and who like I was saying, all I see is an empty room that's really dark and what looks to be this huge bed. But then everything goes blank." " I'm sorry you dont have to tell me Raven we bearly know eachother so I don't expect you to explain your self."

I can't do this the darkness is too strong and is so hard. How long will this last maybe this will go away that's all I really have and I have to remember that my dad still needs me and he has suffered enough. "I can't really explain it. I'm a complicated person." I smile at her so she don't think to much of it. "Ok. Hey do you want get some coffee ill show you around campus and maybe you can meet someone." She winks at me. "I loved to, but just so you know I don't really date or even really go out."

We walk down to the coffee shop and we talk I'm starting to think I might have actually been right when I said this.is going to work out for me.