Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic

Chapter 3

As we walked away from the graveyard where the most beautiful women was laid for her final rest there was only one thing I could think of. Being alone a lot gave me a lot of time to think about it when you have spent so much of your time hiding the real you you forget how to open your self back up. You forget that your alone because you choose to be alone, but I like it that way I like to be alone. But for some reason that I could not shake walking with Harry made me want to open up made me want have someone listen to me. But where do I start??

"So what's your favorite movie." He asked almost as if he might actually care. I needed to stop this I can't feel comfortable with him... not yet.

"Mmm that's a tough one, probably beautiful creatures I doubt you have ever seen it. I really liked the book."

"I haven't but maybe, you should watch it with me if you want. I mean." He said whilst blushing. He was so cute when he did that. Wait why was I saying I haven't liked anyone except characters from my book and a couple celebrity's.

"I'd love to show you."

"I would to so what do you want love?" I hadn't realized it until now but we were at the this cute little cafe that didn't really have many people inside of it and I knew right then and there that I needed to take a picture of it for my writings.

"Umm I think I'll get a grilled cheese I haven't had one since I came back from America." I said lightly chuckling remembering the amazing time I had there.

"Me too." The waiter left leaving us alone. I was slightly nervous which was weird for me I never got nervous as I didn't really care what others thought.

"When did you go to America?"

"Right when I got out of highschool I graduated early , for personal reasons and my dad made me get on the plane so I went. It was a lot of fun I went and took some classes on my writing but it was fun to me."

"You write." He asked interested even though I didn't tell people he made me want to tell him.  "Oh , yeah I'm not very good." " I bet your amazing I would love to read something of yours one day." "Maybe." "Oi why maybe. I thought you liked me." He said pouting. Why was everything he did so damn cute why was he making me feel anything no one was supposed to be able to do that.

"I never said I didn't but I don't trust you enough to read it. Don't look so hurt I don't let anyone see it. I haven't for a long time."

"Well I would love if you let me be one of the people who can read it if you don't first kick me too the curb by then."

"Maybe." I said when my phone went off. It was daddy. And what I found lovely was that for once I didn't have to put on a fake show for him. I didn't have to act happy I can be this time. For now.

"Hold on, my daddy is calling I promise I won't be long I can put him on speaker if you want me too he won't care as long as you don't kill me or something ."  That made both of us laugh and I picked up the phone do it, laughing genuinely.

"Hey daddy, your on speaker phone so don't be embarrassing !"  I looked at Harry and smiled, though all the pain, he might be the one too find me.

"Okay okay I will be quick. I wanted to know what type of milk we normally get I'm at the grocery and am completely fucking lost."

I chuckled and so did Harry.

"The one with the red top daddy. Also put the chips down and get some veggies I know you better than to you know your own self." Which was true me and my dad were very close.

"Damn it your worse than my doctor about that your at college quit worring about this old man and have fun and by the way Raven if that is a boy your with I want to meet him so whomever you are you welcome to dinner this weekend if you can make it, you made my Raven sound happy." And at that moment Harry took my phone with a beautiful mischievous grin and said...

" I would be glad to come and meet you sir, I'm sure Raven won't mind. Will you have me for dinner love?" Harry asked me now. "I'm not going to be able to get rid of you am I?" I said knowing I was going to regret this. " Of course if you would like to come you may." I said very smart like, holding in a laugh.

"That settles it. I'm coming and Raven is never going to have to miss as we will go every where together.!"

I laughed waiting to wake up  from this dream because people this hot and sweet and funny and that like me don't exist .

After a few minutes daddy hung up and me and Harry were walking up a road just because for once, I didn't want to be alone.

"I can't stand when people play with there gum I'm like eww to your not cute." He said whilst laughing.

"I know its like they think it is attractive and it's just not and I also love grapes so put that on the list of lovely food."

"Will do my queen." He said causing both of are laughter to get even bigger which personally I didn't think was possible. "Omg!! Look look Harry look." " love calm down look where what's wrong." " Nothing is wrong did you see that frog Omg it was pretty." I giggled realizing how strange I sounded.

" Wow." " What" I said a little more shyly. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are." He said blushing making me blushing even more. "No not really. Except my dad." I added to get the attention off of me. "Well you are and by the way back at the cafe I didn't mean too put you on the spot you don't have to take me to meet your dad... Unless you want to." He did somehow looking like a little kid who got a resent they weren't expecting.

"And what i said is what I meant I not going to be able to get rid of you. But maybe that's a good thing." I said more to my self then anyone else. Because even though I didn't know Harry I felt like maybe I could trust him. Which really shocked me because for me I saw things different even Harry I saw him different but a good different.

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Hey beautiful reader well I know I haven't updated o to make up for it this chapter is supper long. Im sorry if anyone wanted too log lot of stuff has been going on. But hopefully everything will be okay now also if you guys don't mind follow me and vote also comment what is going to happen and just so you know there will be chapters like this bit not all this shall be suspenseful not just a boring normal they fall in love the end story so tell me what you think.

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