Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic

Chapter 15

"Bye." I said at Ed as he walked away. "Harry can I ask you a question?" I said looking into his eyes, they didn't have the shine they did just a while ago.

"Anything." Harry whispered never looking up at me. He stayed staring at our intertwined fingers. I left out a small laugh, did he have to do everything so perfectly.  "Are you jealous, you looked like it. I want you to know that you have no reason to be. I just wanted to let you know that." Harry looked up at me. His eyes stared into mine, I never really realized it but he had really beautiful eyes.

"I know that I don't have to be jealous. And its kinda of stupid at what I'm jealous about. I mean I know that it will help you to get better. But I just kinda wanted to be the one to fix you. I know I shouldn't be but I can't help it." Harry said looking down at me.

"Harry, your the one who will even have a chance at fixing m, that is if anyone has a chance. If Ed was supposed to be the one, he would had fix me a long time ago. I promise you that there is nothing for you too be jealous or worried, or anything for that matter, nothing none of that, not with Ed." I said the last part coming off in a whisper. I grabbed Harry's hand and walked towards the register.

-Harry's POV-

Once we had gotten done in the store I drove Raven to her interview. And here I was waiting for her to get done with her interview but honestly, I don't mind.  I turned on the radio, thinking that maybe the music would help me calm done I was nervous I was going to take Raven out to eat. And maybe if I had the courage , maybe just maybe, I was going to actually ask her to be my girlfriend. I hadn't really figured it out just yet.

I couldn't find anything on the radio so I decided I would just listen to my favorite cd, The Fray. They were really good actually. Lou had gotten me into them. I listened to the music slowly going into my thoughts.

-Flashback-

I was laying on the floor in the living room doing my homework, listening to my mum singing softly whilst she was cleaning. I don't know why though because no one ever came in anyways, and when dad got home he would surely just brake something else, again. "What the fuck are you doing you Whore!" My dad yelled a loud crashing following afterwards. I should be use to that by now but I still wasn't. my eyes shifted towards the starcase. I had to hide or he would hit me again. Mum had told me to brave, to run; "Don't let him hit you the way he does with me. You need to brave and being brave doesn't always mean standing up against the problem. Being brave is staying away, no matter how much it hurt's you. Do you understand me Harry, do you?." 

I had said yes, because I knew that's what she had wanted me to say. But i couldn't just let her get beat like that, I had to grow up, I had to be the man she really needed me to be. So that's what I did I stood up to my worst nightmare. My father. 

-reality- 

I took a large intake of breath. Gasping for air, I hadnt realized it but I had fallen asleep. Another nightmare. When would these stop, when would he stop controlling my sleep. When did I get to be fully be me again. I was so tired of seeing his face in the back of my mind. So tired of hearing his voice replay in my mind. 

I pulled up my sleves, something I only did when I missed my escape. I traced my scars lightly. Slowly remember the words that came with them, more like the cause of them. Then I remember the nights I spent alone crying. I would never adnit to that though, I am weak. When will it get better, I thought to myself. I pulled my sleve  down. 

I looked out the window. Five minutes later I saw Raven walking towards me. I smiled at her she was so beautiful. Not just her face though but her personality was beautful. The way she carried herself, the way her hair framed her face, how she smiled at cute old people, just everything about her seemed to draw me in. I couldn't look away. 

Before I knew it I was opening the door to get out of the car and envolping her into a hug. "So, how did you interview go?'' 

"Horrible." She said looking towards the ground. 'What, I'm sorry." I said, I was sure that she was going to get the job. "Don't be." She said smiling. "I got the job weenie!!!" Raven Said hugging me tighter. 

'' What no way, congradulations Im proud of you! Wait a second did you just call me a weenie?" I said acting like I was mad at her. "Oh don't look so affended, we both know that its true!" She right before bolting around the car trying to dodge me. I chased around the car until she almost fell over. I grabbed her by her waist, lightly pinning her to the car. 

"Well since you called me a weenie I think I Deserve a kiss." I said giving her a pouty face. "Oh do you now?" Raven said right before crashing her lips into mine. "Better, but Raven there is actually something that I need to ask you, you don't even have to give me a straight answer at this exact moment, unless of course you want." 

"Raven will you be my girlfriend?" I said looking sheepishly at her. I gave her a smile, hoping tha tit would engourage her. 

"Of course I will be, as long as you will be my boyfriend." She answered laughing. "well I don't know about that. But I will definetly consider it." I said laughing giving her a kiss, and the satisfaction that came along with that was something that I couldn't describe. "Yes. of course I'll be your boyfriend"

=============================================================================Aww don't we all like a happy part right at the end? 

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