Chapter 11

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I looked over at Harry, as much as I didn't want him too leave I understood if he wanted to. It too everything in me to say that. "Raven, please look at me." I looked at him threw my teared eyes, that seemed to never stop crying. "I'm not leaving, get that thought out of your beautiful little mind. We're in this together there is no going back for me, ok promise me you won't forget that i'm here for you." Harry sad. Did he mean that I thought. Would he want to stay.

I don't know why but I felt like I had too. I leaned up and kissed Harry. I freaking kissed him, this took him by suprise but in a instant he kissed back. 

I never felt more alive then I did then. I pulled away all too soon for my own liking. "I'm sorry," I said but he cut me off. "Don't be I loved it. Never apologize for things you mean." He stated.

He leaned in and kissed my forehead.  "Go to sleep babe. We will see how you feel about me in the morning." It wasn't until then that I realized how tired I was. "Wait Harry, one more thing." "What's that babe." "Kiss me." I said blushing.

And that's what he did. I could taste mint and light traces of alcohol and that was fucking attractive. I played my head on his cheat and dozed off laying in Harry's arms.

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I woke up in Harry's arms and words can't tell you how good that felt. I know I shouldn't but he earge to kiss him was too strong. I kissed Harry lightly. His face lit up in a smile.

"Morning Raven." He said groggily, his voice was more raspy then usely. "Morning." I said giggling. I cuddled into his side. I didn't want this to all be a dream. For him to be gone if I got up. He put his long arms around me.

"So what are your plans for today?" Harry asked me. "I have to go get some clothes, get a bit of food, and then go to an interview at some restaurant." "And I have to leave soon if I want to make the bus. But I don't wanna get up."

"I could take you if you want. I'm not exactly ready to leave you alone." Harry said, causing me to smile widely. "Well come on then let's go."

We walked to his car. I climbed in and sighed, realizing what this meant I was doing. Could I do this, stop I thought, you have no choice this is going to be good for you. That kept me determined. To keep my head held high. "Ready," Harry asked. " As ready as I'll ever be." I had to get this job, I wanted to be able to save for my apartment, I knew dad wanted to pay for me to stay on campus. I just needed to do it on my own.

"Harry, what do you want to do when your older?" I asked looking out of the window. "Tell my story. So everyone can know that no matter what their going through they can see that they can get through it. I want to save lives." He answered honestly. This made me realize how very little I knew about Harry, yet he knew so much about me, even if it was against my wanting.

"Tell me your story, I am told I'm a good listener." I said grabbing Harry's hand for encouragement.

"Well," he said talking a long sigh. "It all started when,"

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Dun Dun Dun, cliff hanger, so I hope your liking the story so far. What do you think is going to happen what will Harry say will this harm their relationship. The world may  never know, oh wait they will cause I'm going to update hopefully tomorrow because I won't be writing on Christmas so this is your present from me!! I love you all

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