"Bella, if you don't quit with the terrible jokes I'm going to pee my self from laughing so fucking hard!!"
"Sorry I can't help that I'm extremely funny!" "Ok so now what do you want to do I can introduce you to some friends of mine ir we can go back to the dorm and set up everything there?"Bella asks.
"Mmm yeah that should be fun but after were done I um need to go do something." you say well trying to keep it as blunt as possible you didn't want her to know who you were visiting or where exactly I'm not ready for that you think.
"You can go do that first so you dont have to drive in the dark." " You sure, I don't want you to think that I just don't want to hang out with you or anything."
"I'm sure here's my number call me if you need anything." "Thanks" you say whislt walking out of the building towards your knowing you shouldn't do this but you know you need to no matter what kind of a fight this could cause in my head.
*30minutes later
"Why did this have to happen to me wasn't there enough that had happened to me? I was bullied most of my child hood and this just gave me another reason to get picked on.
Mommy I miss you I know you would want me to forgive and forget but its not that easy. Why did you have to leave me.
I know it wasn't you fault it was the drunk driver I know I told you I wouldn't do this but i can't help but miss you. I should have died along with you it wasn't fair that the only that you died and I didn't.
Mommy you have to promise me that its going to be ok its one of the only thing im holding on too Daddy misses you too so much. He tries to stay strong but I hear him at night talking to your picture in hopes that you can hear him it kills me to see him like that.
You should be proud of me though I haven't cut for 2 days and I made a new friend. I probably should get back now. I love you mommy I always will. "
I stand up but run straight into someone. "Shit" " Are you ok love"
" As good as I'm ever going to get I guess" I give him a small smile noticing how beautiful he is curly brown hair green eyes that make you want to keep looking at him. "I'm Raven" you add wandering what has gotten into you usually you can't stand to talk to people especially when your crying it makes people think you want to talk but you don't.
"I'm Harry" he said snaping you out of you haze. " Do you want to go get something to eat with me." he asks suprising you. You glance around thinking shouldn't do but you don't speak for your self something else does.
"Yeah I would actually."
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Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic
FanfictionI sat there in wonder looking around like I had so many times before. But this time was different but I didn't know why. I had spent so much time in this room but at this moment in time I knew nothing but which the darkness that had surrounded. I th...
