Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic

Chapter 4

I could feel his intense stare on me and I was hoping that he couldn't hear me. Why did I have to say that why couldn't he be normal like everyone else was to me. Why can't I see him in black and white. But no I see him in colors.

"I hope its good thing too." He did almost as quiet as I did. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that out loud at all well I did but. More to me then you. I just well. I don't know come on let's get back to our cars I promised Bella I would be back later so she could show me around and stuff I told I had to do something first but if I don't feel like going anywhere she said we could do it tomorrow."

"Well come on then love because we have one more place to be before you show me where your dorm is."

"And why is that Mr.Styles why must you know where I sleep." "Because why if per say me night in shining armor needs to come and save this beautiful princess and or maybe I want to steal you next time your free and that only time to ask is in the morning so I'll need a key." He said. Causing me to burst into a fit of giggles.

"OK you can see e where I sleep and maybe on that key also where is it that we have to go."

"That's for me to know and you to find out."

We got in my car see in as it was closer and what he had said earlier really made something inside of me I don't know it felt like I was seeing out of eyes that have been closed for too long and too be honest that scared the living hell out of me. I never expected to see things a different way then black and white. Its like finally seeing that double rainbow. If you could express into words what you thought being lost and the found and having that sudden pic of some sort of guardian that's how I could describe this moment.

"Love. Are you okay." " Yeah I'm fine. Why?" "Your crying again." He said looking so concerned. And me being the person I am look away from him totally embarrassed. "Yeah sorry sometimes I think too much but for once I think I'm going to be okay. For now at least." I looked over at him a gave him a real smile because for once it didn't hurt but what had scared me is when this all will end and the darkness will creep back and haunt me taking me 2000 steps backwards.

"Thank you Harry you made the pain ease." I say not believing the what I had just said what in the actual hell is wrong with me.

I don't care who it is I never talk about how I feel. He just looked just as shocked as me. Then smiled and said very sheepishly "I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like that."

What the fuck!! Am I dreaming this can't be real I don't trust people like this what if something bad happens. What if he is just fucking With me. What if he is actually telling the truth am I ready for this. Hell no I'm not bit maybe I should be.

"Harry." "Yes love?" "Why were at the graveyard." I asked not really wanting to know the answer.

"Well to be honest I really like graveyards and it helps me think. That and this other place are some of the very few places I feel as if I can be safe." He said more quiet then he has been this entire time we've been together.

And in that moment I realized maybe Harry wasn't faking. And just maybe maybe I could trust him.

"Ok so let's see here if I can remember where the then is oh right there ok." "Where ate we Harry?"

"Well get out of the car and look at the sign." "Dinosaur lake." I read aloud but the thin was it wasn't even a like more like a large pond. The sign had looked like someone had written it. And for a moment I thought this place is so unknown and still keep a its own pure beauty.

"Its beautiful Harry." "You are." He said almost as if he was just speaking out loud. "Harry how did you find this place?"

"I was wondering around one day because I was trying to blow if steam and I found this place and its where I like to go when all hell brakes loose in my world."

"I love it here its magical almost it is this peace of happiness in all hell." He stated whilst smiling at me.