Chapter 5

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And that's how we stayed. We talk and laughed, we stayed comfortable in each others presents. I wanted that moment to past forever. I didn't want the pain anymore.

"I had a lovely time today. Thank you Harry." "Anytime love oh yeah here's my number so just text me when you want to hang out again or wait actually just text me when you wake up so you don't have to miss me too much." "And goodnight to you Harry, I will call you as soon as the sun hits the beginning of dawn. Now go I have classes in the morning. And I need a shower."

"Ok, so I will see you in the morning." He stated laughing as well as I was. I winked at him and closed the door not wanting o face the inevitable.

The second I walked away from the door I heard a knock at the door. I went over and answered it. And of course it was none other than Mr.Styles.

"You never gave me a goodnight hug." He said looking at a kid that didn't get ice cream. And for some reason I wanted to give him a hug but I knew I couldn't.

I was about to say something when Harry said "please Raven" "Harry I don't know if its a good idea. I can't trust you this fast." I said more to me than him. "I want you too. One step at a time I'm taking every step with you."

He sis and that's all I needed to hear. I basically ran into his arms. But the biggest mistake I made was letting the tears follow. I sob into his shirt realizing that the pain in my heart was possible to be heavier.

Harry picked me up and told me he was going to sit us on the bed but when he did he never let go of me even when we were sitting.

The only thing that I could think of in that moment was that I didn't want him to leave me. Like I knew he would I knew that one day he is going I find I me one that can be tens times better than me. We weren't even dating and I hated the idea of him leaving.

"Don't leave, not yet." "I won't leave until you need me too." "Thank you." He just nodded as if he understood.

We watched a movie and after I did that it was getting late. "Are you ok. I'm not leaving unless you ."

"Yeah, I will text if I need anything." " Goodnight love. Dream of me. Yeah. Ok I'll let you sleep." With that he walked over and gave me a huge hug. "Goodnight Harry." I walked him out the door and decided that I would write a little.

Dear whomever it may concern,

  Well today was a painful and awaking day. I met someone,  someone who I am comfortable around. Someone that I feel will earn my trust possibly to fast for my liking. I like him more than I should. We talked all day and for once I laughed. I laughed like I did before mum passed away. I know I promised myself I would never attach to anyone in fear of losing them like I had lost before. And I feared that day I feared because I knew it would come. But for once I was willing I take that chance. His name is Harry Edward Styles. An d the only thing is don't leave.

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