Liam:I see Harry walking to the toilets and Niall just walks out them.
I address them.
'Harry, Niall, I've to tell you something. I thought it's better if you guys would know this'.
I already told Louis.
Harry and Niall are looking questioning at each other before looking at me.
'Well, I don't know how to tell this, but.. Rose cuts herself...'.
"She does what?!", Niall asks shocked.
'She cuts herself...', I repeat slowly.
"Since when? Since we are with her or longer? How do you know? Did she tell you or saw you something?".
'Calm down Niall. I'll explain it to you later, okay?', and he nods.
I look at Harry.
"Rose cuts herself", I the only thing he says. Or well, repeats.
He is suspicious calm. How could he stay so calm? I mean, isn't he shocked about the fact Rose cuts herself? Normally if he sees a fan with cuts, he kisses them and draws butterflies on them.
I know Harry has cut himself before. Has he cut himself again? I instantly get worried about him. Is his mom doing even worse? Will that be the reason for him to cut again?
Or did Rose tell Harry she has cut herself and knew it all the time?
"I'm gonna talk to her", Niall says bringing me back to reality.
'Uhm... maybe it's better if I'm gonna talk to her. I already knew she cuts herself and I don't want to make life harder for her'.
"Okay, I understand. Is it okay if I say to her that she can always talk to me if she wants to?", Niall asks me.
'Yes Niall, that's good. I think she would really appreciate it. But don't make it too obvious', and Niall nods.
"I'm going to the toilet", and Harry wants to walk away.
'Harry! Wait a minute please', and I quickly walk over to him.
'Niall, you can already go to the others. We'll come later'.
"Sure!", and Niall walks away.
'You okay bud?'.
"Hm hm", Harry nods and tries to avoid eye contact.
'Are you really okay Harry? You look a bit pale and you seemed a bit absent these last days. I'm just concerned...'.
"Yeah, well... Sorry I just don't feel good".
'If you ever wanna talk about anything, just say it okay?', I say as Harry quickly walks away.
After a few minutes I have a look at how Harry's doing.
I meet him on the way to the toilets
'Jesus Harry you look pale! You okay?'.
"No not really...".
'Can I do anything for you?'
"No, thank you Liam".
'Not even a glass of water to flush your mouth?'.
"Well, that's okay", Harry says coughing.
I walk away looking for a cup. When I walk past the ladies toilet I hear someone crying.
I stand still to listen and recognize Rose's voice. Did she hear everything? I hope not. I'll talk to her when I come from the toilets, cause I need to go.
When I give the cup with water to Harry, he look a bit better.
Harry:
Now I drank some water, I feel a lot better.
"I'm going to the toilet", Liam says.
'Okay, I'm going back to the others'.
"See you later Hazz", and I walk away.
When I walk past the ladies toilet I hear someone crying.
I recognize Rose's voice. What happened to her? I think as I knock on the door.
'Rose?', and you can hear she scared.
'Everything okay?', and the door opens slowly. Rose stands in the door opening with red eyes.
'I'm so sorry Rose...', and I give her a hug.
"It's okay Haz, it's not your fault", she says stuttering.
'But it feels like it is'.
"You feel much huh?", she asks and looks with mercy at me.
'Yes... Maybe too much', and I can't help it, but tears are pricking in my eyes.
"Hi, do you wanna talk about it?".
To be honest I don't know. I don't know what to talk about. But being alone with Rose is never wrong, so I say yes.
'Do you wanna talk now, or later today?'.
"What you like", and I can see she wants to visit her family first.
"Later today is okay", I quickly add.
'Okay, that's good', and together we walk to the others.
Rose stands still and I turn around.
'Everything okay Rose?'.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine, thanks", and I see she's playing with her bracelets. You can see some red dry blood from underneath it when she shuffles the bracelets.
It seems a bad idea to ask her if she has cut herself again, because I've done it as well, so we silently continue walking.
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