"Hello Dan? Can you please come over?" I said while crying.
"Why? What's the problem?"
"I-uh"
"Okay. Wait for me okay? Don't do anything."
"I'll wait for you." I said as he ended the call.
Minutes later, he arrived.
"Mia! Mia!"
He found me in the bathroom.
"Anong ginawa mo? I told you not to hurt yourself, right?" He scolded me while treating my wounds.
"I'm sorry."
Dan took me out for a date. We're eating at a diner when a girl approached him.
"Hey Dan!"
"Bianca! Long time no see! How are you?" He asked before he hugged and kissed her in her cheeks.
"Heto maganda pa rin!"
"Oo ang ganda mo nga." Sabay tawa nilang pareho.
"By the way, Bianca this is Mia. Girlfriend ko. Mia si Bianca kaibigan ko." Dan introduced us.
I smiled at her and kissed her cheeks. She's so beautiful and kind. She's confident and jolly.
She's everything I am not.
They talked there and I kept quiet. They talked like I wasn't there. Like they have their own worlds.
"Excuse me punta lang akong restroom." I said.
I went to restroom. And I let my tears flow.
Please stop! Not now! I can't be sad right now! Please! Please! Stop lying to me! Mahal niya ako! Mahal niya ako!
I puked. After that, I left.
Someone knocked my door. I went down and opened it. It's Dan.
"Why did you left?! I waited for you! We waited for you! Nakakahiya kay Bianca!"
I looked down.
"Oh ano iiyak ka na naman?! Di mo man lang ako natext na umalis ka na?! Ano nalungkot ka na naman kaya ka umalis?! Natakot ka?! Ganyan ka na lang palagi pag pinakikilala kita sa mga kaibigan ko o sa ibang tao! Ano ba Mia!"
"I'm sorry." I whispered while crying.
"You know what, you're too sad. I can't take it anymore." He said and left.
Yes, I'm too sad that I'm thankful, he put up with me.
"Goodbye love. Please be happy." I uttered as I watch him leave.
I left too. My case got severe. Panic attacks, self-harm, series of breakdowns, and an attempt of sleeping forever.
I love you Dan. But sorry, I can't let you be with a broken girl. I'm sorry.
