wonderland | rosé + idols

happier ; hoseok

Hoseok's POV

Walking on the sidewalk, my hands in my pockets. Walking wherever my feet takes me

This place is quiet familiar. I laughed a little because of my silliness

And I saw her in his arms. You're smiling, and was he

"I'm not going home." It was a voice of the guys. "Go home already, stupid." She said cutely

He let go of you

"Then, give me a kiss." He pouted and you kissed his lips

He left satisfied and you smiled

My heart broke at the sight. We just broke up a month ago, and you're already happy - happier to be exact

Who am I kidding? I deserve this. I deserve to be hurt like this

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Drinking beers, smoking. That's all I've been doing. I'm really broken with you

I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is so dark

You're not here anymore. I miss your warm hugs. Your giggles, your smile, your laughter, your soft kisses

I miss you, chaeyoung

I grabbed my second bottle for today and I drank 1/4 of it

Then I saw a familiar figure. You walked in the bar, your hand intertwined with him, like how our hands perfectly fit each others

You two sat on a empty seat beside me. You don't seem to notice me. Probably because I've grown facial hair and have a black shadow under my eyes

Looking at you right now. You're so happy with him, you're smile is bigger when you smile at him

You really love him more than you ever loved me, huh?

He tells funny jokes to you, and you laughed at all his jokes, while I'm here almost tearing up

You two left after finishing one bottle and I know that I'm getting drunk now

I grabbed the bottle and I slapped it

"You're already happy, okay? Youurr'e already happy hoseok-ah." I said to the bottle and I swirl it around

"You're happier without her, right? You're happy already." I pointed at the bottle and I felt my eyes watering

I hugged the bottle and cried

"Chaeyoung-ah! I miss you! I miss you so much chaeyoung-ah!" I cried out, but I know that there are no more chance

She belongs to someone else now

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Sitting in the room, everything inside here reminds me of you

It's like these things are mocking me that I've lost you already

A tear left my eye and followed by a hundred

"I miss you, chaeyoung."

Looking around, seeing all things that reminds me of you make me reminisce our memories - good memories

How you would always come early, and cook pancakes for me

You would always encourage me, and you would always lift me up, when I am down

And I even became a jerk. I said all sorts of hurtful things to you, and you left me, and I understand that now

I shouldn't have took advantage of your kindness. I would always scream at you and say hurtful words, but you still stayed at me, and then, one day you gave up

You left me, and I completely understand that. I shouldn't have been that kind of an asshole

Now I'm missing you, chaeyoung. I really miss you, chaeyoungie

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Walking down at the park, I saw you in his arms, and I smiled a little

You let go of him and I followed you. You sat on a bench and I sat beside you

"Hoseok?" You stuttered

I smiled a little and said, "Hey. Don't worry, I won't get in between you two." I smiled a little and you just nodded

"Chaeyoung-ah. If he ever hurts you, don't hesitate to call me and I will be there in a second like superman." I said and you laughed a little

"Stupid." You said and I couldn't help but smile. Your laughter is like music to my ears

"Chaeyoung." Your boyfriend called out and you waved at me

"Bye, chaeyoung." I just said and you both held hands and I smiled

Bye, chaeng

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