i'm pretty good at lying
when i say i'm fine
putting on a fake smile
But every now and again
it all overflows
like so much bottled up it just emplodes
it's best to just stay away
On an overflow dark day
My tears won't stop
and if they do my heart shatters
from the pain caused my so many thoughts
like "i don't matter"
im sorry im like this
but it's for you.
to make you happy i have to overflow
to make you smile i must lie
but i promise it's best this way
because i'd do it over and over
even if the cost was my grave
it's not your fault
you didn't notice
when i told you i was fine or some silly lie
because i just wanted you see someone happy
i wanted to die knowing i made your life a little happier inside
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Overflowing Again...
PoésieMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.
