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Poetry

My mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.

my goodbye

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by MidnightWriters4

by MidnightWriters4

NOT A REAL SUICIDE NOTE

*TRIGGER WARNING*

I'm sorry to those

who might have to read this

I'm sorry I had to write this

it was killing me from the inside out

that no one ever knew what i was talking about

sometimes i feel too much and it all overflows

all the things i kept all bottled up

then were the times i felt nothing at all

the times i needed someone the most

when it killed me

to feel nothing

not one bit of emotion

I'm sorry to those

who have to read this

I don't mean to make you cry

it's not your fault you didn't notice

it was my fault

cause I never let you see me cry

im sorry to those who still dont understand

my wish to die

i didn't die the way i planned

to sink down down down under the water

instead all i had on hand

was some rope and a chair

im sorry

for those who loved me

i dont mean to make you cry

im sorry i never let you notice

how much i truly kept inside

i took my time to write this letter

i waited to see the moon one last time

i just want to say goodbye

-v.v

not a real suicide not guys dont freak