I told my mother
I wouldnt let
The heart break
Break me
I felt i didnt need to cry
For some one who didnt need me
I didnt want to cry
I still dont
But
The hurt is starting to hurt worse
And the tears threaten me
Everyday
Worse and worse
I realize
The mistake of letting you walk away
I should have made you stay
My heart
Is breaking
More and more
Everyday
The pain
Slowly getting to a point
The point of breaking
I dont want to break
I dont want to break over something bound to happen again
I dont want to break over someone
Who didnt break over me
But it gets
Harder each day
My smile
Faker each day
I now realize
To move on you have to break
-v.v
I know i have to wallow i just.. I dont want to
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Overflowing Again...
PoetryMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.