Everyday i looked up to you
Everyday i told myself how amazing you were
Everyday i wanted to be you
But what my childhood self didnt understand
Was that you left me
For the slut down the street
Home alone with no one to hold me when i got scared of the monsters under my bed
No one to tuck me in at night
No one to wish me off on all my first days of school
No one to be proud of me
The image in my head of you is imagined what my father should have been
Now that im older i understand all the things wrong you did
You left mama to fend for us on our own
You left me to tuck myself in
And protect from the bullies
You left bubba alone not knowing who his daddy is
And now your back asking for forgiveness?
Should i remind you what you destroyed?
Should i remind you how much you made us hurt?
Never not again. You might as well be dead
I could care less because its not like you did.
-v.v
Ha lol. Dads are greatttttt
Saracasmmmm
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Overflowing Again...
PoetryMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.
