I thought I was getting better
I thought things were going to be easier
what I fool I've been
for thinking such things
cause nothing has ever lasted
not for me...
good things always go away
and the bad thought come running in
my mind was brighter
then the thoughts all started again
thoughts that make me hate myself
thinking im not even human
thoughts of a blade touching my skin
thoughts of the pills in the bathroom
thoughts, just thoughts
all of them filling my head once again
it might turn into actions
I don't know...
but who's to tell
bad things just might be getting worse
when i thought
just thought...
it was getting easier
-v.v
i dont know...i thought i was done being like this..i didnt think i would go back to what i was like..but i geuss its okay as long as no one can notice how much i really hate myself
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Overflowing Again...
PoetryMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.
