if i was asked
to describe my whole life
in just one single word
disappointing is what id answer
its disappointing in so many ways
it should be the definition
i disappoint people on the daily
i dont even have to try
im just being myself
people disappoint me
forgetting my existence
im not important enough
to be thought of
in the thoughts of existence
disappointing
as in nothing ever happens
you think from the stories I might tell
my life might be worth something
but those stories are from a time
when people actually cared about me
disappointing
as in
disappointing myself
I thought I could do better
but I never do
disappointing
disappointing
disappointing
is all I'll ever be
it's not my fault
but go ahead and blame it on me
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Overflowing Again...
PoetryMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.
