The bottle feels like it's been drained
I had always wished for this day
but now its here
and I feel nothing
nothing at all
not even a tiny bit of happiness
it's been taken away
drained from the bottle
I thought id love this day
but I can't even muster up
a little hate
I cant feel love
or sadness
like staring at the ceiling
for hours
night upon night
wishing to have even a little
bit of emotion
just a little
not even a lot
I thought id love this day
-v.v
what i am feeling at this current moment...
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Overflowing Again...
PoetryMy mind overflows sometimes so to keep from exploding i write all the thoughts down. Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, alcohol, rape, etc.