Overflowing Again...

Blank

My mind is blank

as I stare in the empty abyss of

nothingness

I dont want to think 

becuase when i think 

I think of when you

And it always hurts to remember 

I think of how you held me in your arms 

I think of how our lips said hello in the mornings

I think of the brown that makes up your eyes

that remind me of home

those are the good thoughts 

but with good the bad follows not far behind

I think of how you didn't care when I had told you I wasn't ready

I think of how you left your mark on my face

I think of how you held me in your arms to much to tight

I think of how you made me cry

I wish you had loved me like I loved you everyday

I wish you had been different but you weren't, 

you only caused the hurt