RANDOM

remember that friday

imma come clean nd too short , won't tell any fairy tales or any shit , im so hiigh probably fucked up got a blunt between my lips and blasting some lsd by asap rocky so wut m gonna write now is off the top shit , day was so good to the point that made me share it with everyone , so lemme take on particular reader who won't read this if i don't send it to him so imma think about that later , 
It was a friday , i rlly forgot wut time was it exactly but the sun was already up nd it was a hot fuckin day , i sat with this particular reader for one hour , literally one of the best hours in my life , i said it before in real life so im not exaggerating or anything , it rlly felt like a whole day nd i didnt want it to end , as i said it was so hot nd we were in school but we acted like its a fuckin house nd we the only one in it , we cuddled during all that hour nd joked abt everything , it was our first time being so relaxed nd chill af , we held hands nd shit man , my brain produced much serotonin , that if i could sell that shit i would be the richest teenager now , we were so careless that she had a call from her mother telling her that her auntie is dead or smthng nd she was like okay , not my business rn , it was soo funny that i couldnt hold my laughter
Today is kinda that friday but we're not dating or anything , i mean i wish but we're not nd we won't , and it's my own blog so i can write abt anything and thats not some ass kissing , after some mad beef after our breakup till last week maybe , she pulled up with a black nd white dress showing some mad cleavage , can't rlly lie she was the hottest she can be maybe , we sat alone , face 2 face , body next to body , at the same place ,  not giving any fuckin abt wut's around but we sat together just to study ,we did everything except studying , i played with her cheeks the whole hour , they r softer than a baby's skin lol nd she was lowkey looking at me with the corner of her eyes , i caught her some times nd she smiled nd shit , it was soo damn cute idfc if any of u reading this thinks that's so stupid , i started the convo as always askin sup nd she was kinda sad cuz she saw her crush nd couldnt talk to him , then started crying , so she went from shedding tears to resting her small head on my shoulder nd laughing , then we told jokes after jokes after jokes to eachother nd i kept complaining abt why i woke up that early etc , then i went for a kiss nd i was totally surprised that she didn't dodge it or escape it ,   .. and its kinda the end of school nd each one of us will go to a different school next year so these days r so fuckin important , i mean it's obviously my fault cuz i found out so late  that i shouldn't have changed her so late but who cares , if we can't continue as a couple or smthng , we can be bestfriends ( lowkey no , it's either mine or no lol ) ... so yea , i can't ask for more tbh , these r the coolest last days of school i've ever had , kinda wishing they will make up another reason just to attend school again for her lol 

Imm out , peace

Ps : she's crushing on someone so hard nd all of wut i've said she prob dunno abt it nd idfc as long as my brain is producing serotonin again