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Thirty Eight

Shaynes POV

I was on my couch crying.

I looked up the porn.

I cried even more watching me not be who I was. Why did I even make that choice anyway. Was I that low 6 years ago?

I got so angry I threw my phone.

It was fine but I wasn't. I ran myself into a wall.

I hit my head on the wall. I fell on the ground and everything turned black.

Shayne awakes

I found my head in a tiny pool of blood. God my head hurts. What happened?

I held the back of my head and it was covered with blood. I need a shower.

That's when I hear a ding.

I look over and see my phone across the room.

That's when I remember everything. The porn. Me getting fired. Getting so mad I hit my head against the wall.

I crawled my way over to the phone. It was 10:30 how long was I asleep?

I saw a text from mom.

Mom- Shayne can I move in with you in LA

Me- of course. You can sleep on the couch.

Mom- I finally left him. I'm on the run.

Me- good for you

I clicked my phone off and got up.

I really needed a shower. I walked to the bathroom and got in the bath room.

I turned on some hot water and got in.

I just needed some quiet with my thoughts.

How was I going to get my life back together?

I pondered over that question for a while.

How was I going to get my life back together.

I got out of the shower and dried off.

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