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Forty Nine

Shaynes POV

I woke up in my bed. I saw Damien there looking worried. I couldn't believe what happened. The same guy six years later raped me again.

Damien ran over to me and was asking if I was okay.

He jumped on top of me and asked if I was okay.

All I could think about and see was Jason on top of me. Holding me down, covering my mouth.

I started to cry more and Damien grabbed my hand.

All I could see was Jason holding me down.

Hold still Shayne. I can make you feel better

"Shayne are you okay."

HOLD STILL! Be quiet!

"Shayne respond."

Damn your tighter than I remember.

"SHAYNE PLEASE!!"

That's when I snapped and all I saw was Jason.

"GET OFF ME!!!" I yelled and pushed Damien off the bed

I was crying backing away and I had my knees up to my face.

Oh god I just pushed Damien off the bed.

I see Damien stand up and I say

"Damien, I'm sorry-"

"No you shouldn't be sorry. I shouldn't have jumped on top of you. I know what you just went through and I would've had the same reaction."

Damien was on the other side of the bed and I started to crawl over to him.

I moved in to his place a few months ago.

I turned his face and gave him a little kiss on his lips.

I fell back on the bed and just thought about what to do. I don't know how strong I was in high school just to forget about it. Maybe because I wasn't awake. I was traumatized. I needed help.

"Maybe we could get you to see a therapist or group counseling."

"Sure, I think group counseling."

"I'll find a place. You're going to get through this."

"Right now it feels like I'll never get through it."

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