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Forty One

Olivia's POV

I can't live with this guilt. How could I do this to my high school friend and one of my best friends now?

I sent the porn to Ian. I saw it and I got scared and just sent it to Ian because he would know what to do. Now they're fired and I'm dying inside everyday knowing their dream jobs are crushed.

This guilt is killing me knowing that they'll hate me for it and never forgive me.

I walked into Ian's office quickly without pride.

"Ian. I know you fired Courtney and Shayne, but can you give them a second chance."

"Olivia that was unacceptable of them."

"They needed the money. Please hire them the guilt is killing me."

"I can't just hire them back."

"You can. And how will the fans act. Without Courtney or Shayne the fans will be pissed."

"The fans can learn to live without them."

"But I won't. And the office won't either. Courtney was my best friend in the entire world and Shayne would bring a smile to everyone's face. We've all learned to forgive them for a little mistake they made. And we're hoping you will too."

With that I left the office and made my way back to the desk. If I never told them and they got their jobs back everything would be fine. But I have to tell them. I can't go on everyday. The guilt will still be in me. I'm going to tell Shayne tonight.

Time passed

It was the end of the day and I got in my car. That's when Ian ran up to me.

"Olivia! I took what you said. I don't know if I'm ready to forgive them yet, but I'll try."

"Thank you Ian."

I started to drive off and got back to my house. Shaynes mom was watching Ali Wong on Netflix.

I was still trying to figure out how to tell Shayne

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