Gay

Six

Shaynes POV

The next day

I texted Damien about just random stuff about my personality to get to know each other last night. I think we were friends by this point. After football practice was over I was really sweaty and gross so I decided to take an extra long shower. I'm pretty sure everyone was at home by this point.

All of a sudden I was hit on the head and I was knocked out.

I woke up to laying on my stomach in the shower. What the heck happened? That's when I noticed all the blood going into the drain. What the fuck? It was coming from my asshole.

I sat up and looked to my right to see a used condom on the bench.

Wait no. This couldn't have happened. I wasn't raped.

All the blood, the used condom, me getting knocked out.

I eventually realized that I was raped. I got up and put my clothes on. I didn't even dry off. I was all shaky and scared.

I walked home that day feeling cold and dirty. I was still shaken from what happened.

I got home I saw my step dad drinking a beer in his recliner doing nothing else. My mom who was probably beaten everyday was making dinner. I couldn't speak I just went to the bathroom still cold and wet.

I was holding my sides wanting to just get in the tub.

I got in the tub getting naked and putting it on the almost hottest setting.

I took one long one. I just sat in the bath and let out all my tears.

I was crying so much. I got a text and it was from Damien.

I had no idea who raped me it could be anyone on the football team.

Damien- Hey do you want to hang out
Me-okay
Damien- do you want to see a movie
Me-which one
Damien- we can go see a quiet place
Me-Sure

I needed to just have some time with Damien. I was trying to get over what happened.

He picked me up from his house and I got in.

I walked in his car. I was trying to pretend like nothing happened but I'm sure I showed at points.

He put on some songs but I still wasn't happy.

We got to see the movie and I was pretty scared. I was already emotional so I'm certain sad scenes I cried.

I think Damien was worried about me.

After watching the movie we went back in the car.

"Shayne? Is there something wrong?"

"What no I'm fine" I lied. I was feeling terrible and Damien could tell. Damien put his hand on my shoulder which made me feel better mostly because I was still crushing on him hard.

Tears started to roll down my face and Damien saw them

"Shayne you have to tell me what's wrong. I will make you feel better. I promise. Nothing will make me think differently of you"

"Are you sure?"

"I promise."

"I was in the showers at the end of football practice. Everyone had left at that point. At least i think everyone left. That's when someone knocked me out. I woke up to find blood coming out of my ass. And a used condom on the bench next to me."

He just pulled me into a hug.

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