You're Mine

Chapter 4: Change Your Panties

The school started exactly the way I was expecting. Billy ignored me whenever we were at the same class or in the cafeteria. The girls fight for him wherever he appeared and he immediately became popular, without having to say almost a word. Veronica's desire for him was likely to be the least surprise.

"What do you think are my chances?"

"For what?"

"Hooking up with Billy."

"Please don't, drag me into that."

"Why not? I understand you don't like each other him, but you're my only way to get to him."

"He hates me from the bottom of his soul. How can I help you?"

"You can invite me to visit, arrange so we are all in the same room, and then leave us alone."

"I don't know. You don't understand how he is."

"I mean, I know you don't like each other, but do you really mind if I try to hook up with him? Your relationship with him may also improve if I end up with him, and we can have fun all together."

"I think Billy isn't the guy who's having fun."

"No...he's a guy who fucks, and as far as I'm concerned, that's fine with me."

My heart was beating faster and I hated myself for that. Whenever Veronica mentioned him, I became crazy jealous.

It was a secret battle that I was constantly fighting. I couldn't admit this to anyone, ever. What made me the most jealous, I didn't exactly know. Was that the thought that my bestie was sleeping with Billy, touching him, and making my darkest fantasies? That's what torturing me, of course, but I think the most disturbed thought is that Billy will connectinto with someone else, and he'll still despise me.

I took out a bag from the locker.
"You're crazy. Can we please,
change the subject?"

"Good. I heard Steve wants to invite you on a date."

At that news, I slammed the door of my locker. "From who?"

"He talked about it with Archie. He wants to take you to the cinema."

Steve was one of the popular guys. I couldn't figure out why he would be interested in me, since he usually dated with girls from his world.

I didn't really belong to their group, or any other. People like Steve, a wealthy part of town, were a group.

Then there were artistic and theater types. Then, students from international exchange programs. Then those who were just popular because they were beautiful (Billy).

Veronica and I were a group for ourselves. We were good with everybody, we had good grades and we stayed away from the trouble.

Unlike my best friend, I was a virgin.

I had only one boyfriend. Everyone found out I'm a virgin and they mocked me school behind my back.

Although I still saw him in the school halls from time to time, I was trying to avoid him.

"Anyway, if he calls you out, we should call Billy. He could go with you, and Billy with me. We can watch that new horror."

"No, thanks. Life with Billy is a enough horror for me."

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My words were fulfilled the next morning. I dressed for school, but when I opened the drawer where I held my panties it was empty.

So without a panties, I pulled on a sweatpants and went to Billy's room.

"What the hell did you do with my panties?"