insane ✿ a.i

hysterical

It is 11:47 and my body is in a cold sweat.

Crawling out of bed I stumble into my bathroom. Looking in the mirror a pale, sickly face with sinking eyes states back at me. It smirks and I cringe.

I turn my shower on full last, scorching hot, and slide out of the oversized black tee and step into the shower.

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"ring around the Rosie,

pocket full of posie,

ashes, ashes,

we all fall down," a voice sings quietly.

I cringe and focus on the water pelting my body. The water pours over me and I try to even my breathing as I run my fingers through my hair.

It's nothing.

It's all in your head.

But what if it isn't?

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Out if the shower and into bed.

I pull the covers up to my chin and close my eyes.

"play with us," a child voice whispers into my ear.

I can feel the hot breath on my neck.

My eyes snap open and I look around.

The room is empty.

But as I reach my fingers up to my neck I feel a warm spot.

My body shivers and I feel the hysterics coming over me.

Shaking, I curl my body together into a ball and whisper, "no...."

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Next chapter is going to be intense.