Harlem Lovin

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Yasmine
I got out of the shower wrapping a towel around my hair and my body walking out of the steamy bathroom. Rocky was sitting on the edge of the bed rolling up blunts in his own little world. I walked over to his mirror putting my face cream on and taking my hair down putting in oil and leave in conditioner. I seen Rocky get up off the bed making his way over to me and I started getting nervous. I felt like not talking to him about my insecurities and keeping it from him was wrong, or kind of like keeping a secret from him.

Mmm you smell good. He whispered in my ear grabbing my hips.

"Thank you." I cheesed feeling him smirk in my neck.

You looked real good today baby. He whispered swaying us back and forth.

"Gracias." I said blushing.

Baby I'm hungry. He laughed and I turned around.

"I bet you are ain't no telling how much you smoked today. What you want to eat? I'll cook after I get dressed." I laid my hands on his chest.

Ain't no need for all that baby. He looked at me smiling with low eyes.

"What are you talking about?" I laughed.

I want you... He bit his lip.

"Boy quit playin." I laughed going to grab a shirt.

I ain't playin witchu. He laughed following behind me.

"I'm not in the mood tonight baby." I smiled kissing him.

He grabbed my butt picking me up deepening the kiss. He walked me over to the bed and laid me down.

You don't gotta please me I just wanna please you.

"Really Rah?" I said laughing.

Yes I know I'm high but I can control myself and I know what I'm doing. He said kissing my neck.

"Baby I wanna talk to you." I said trying not to give in to him.

Mhmm.. He said not letting up and making his way down to chest.

"I'm serious.." I giggled at the feeling of his finger tips on my lower back.

I am too baby. He kissed me slipping my towel off.

"Ra-" Before I could get another word out my left breast was in his mouth and his hand was rubbing my inner thigh and I knew we would have to have this talk later.
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"Rocky we need to talk." I said sitting up wrapping the sheet securely around me.

Wassup baby? He sat up with me.

"Umm I don't know how to say it but I know what I want to say...I guess I'll just be direct and tell you I'm insecure and scared. I want to be with you and I want to move in with you but I don't want to give up things and then you leave me or you cheat on me again. I know we're working on this whole trust thing but...when I found out Adryan was the person stalking me I was mad at you and I felt like if you would have never did what you did with her I wouldn't have been in that situation. I know I just said a lot but I needed to tell you."

Why do you think I would leave you Yasmine? I love you and I'm sorry I put you in this situation to make you feel like this. I'm trying my best to fix this whole thing and I know things haven't been the same since I cheated, but I think us moving in together could be a part in helping us.