Crushed {ON HOLD}

Party

A/N: I don't have time but I will edit this when I do. Kind of a short chapter sorry. :)

BROOKE'S POV

I get dressed in my red mid thigh skin tight dress. I straighten my hair and give myself a smokey eye. I quickly apply some mascara and I slip on my black pumps.

In case your wondering why I'm getting dressed up, it's because I was invited to some Youtuber's party because they hit like 2,000,000 subscribers or something like that. The only other person I know is going is Matt so he's giving me a ride there. I walk out the door of my hotel room and see Matt standing there in the hall with his hands in his pockets. He looks so cute in his button down light purple shirt and gray jeans. My thoughts are interrupted by Matt saying

"Brooke? Are you ready to go?"

"Uh yeah, sorry just dozed off I guess." He chuckled.

"Well you were staring at me so I hope you enjoyed what you saw." He said while wiggling a his eyebrows. I rolled my eyes then laughed.

"Wow" I say as I step into the place where the party is being held. There was a dance floor, a place where people could just talk, food tables, alcohol, all the shit that a party needs. I didn't even know this Youtuber personally but I guess he just wanted me to come so....

"Hey I'm gonna go and say Hi to some of my friends. I'll see you in a bit." Matt said as he walked away to a group of friends. I sighed and made my way over to the drinks.

"Why is such a pretty girl like you all alone?" I heard a voice say. I turned around and saw a guy standing behind me. He had brown hair, was...eh... average height and he looked about my age. His cheeks were a rosy color which really turned me on. he was pretty damn cute.

"Um hi...."

"Sam"

"Sam... Um I'm alone because my friend went over to talk to some people he knew and I don't know anyone here so..." He smiled, showing off his bright white teeth.

"Well, now you do know someone." He said to me looking in my eyes. I blushed but turned my face so he couldn't see. I heard a familiar voice shout my name. I turned to see Mahogany running over to me. She gave me a hug.

"So I see you've met Sam." She said looking at him then back at me. I nodded and smiled at him.

"Well I should get back to my friends. I'll see you around..."

"Brooke"

"Brooke... bye" and with that he left.

"What are we waiting for?! Let's go dance!" Mahogany exclaimed before pulling me onto to he dance floor.

We started dancing, grinding, and just having fun. I felt a pair of hands slip around my waist but I didn't think much of it. I started grinding on the person behind me and they started grinding back. They were good with their hips. I felt a pair of lips kiss my neck that's when I started to worry. If it's someone I don't know I don't want a chance of like getting raped or some shit. I turned around to see who it was.

Shawn

I looked up at him. I snaked my arms around his neck and he kept hold of my waist we started dancing but not to the beat of the music. More like slow dancing.

"I didn't know you would be here tonight." I said still looking up at him.

"I could say the same thing to you. You look beautiful tonight." I felt my cheeks heat up, I could tell that I was beginning to blush. We continued on dancing. His eyes were staring in mine for what seemed like forever. His eyes then glanced down at my lips and then back up to meet my eyes again. He started leaning in so I did too. Our lips brushed each other's and soon connected. We moved in sync and our lips were fitted perfectly together. His tongue swiped by bottom lip begging for entrance. I decided to tease him and denied. He groaned in frustration and did something I wasn't expecting him to do. He squeezed my ass, making me gasp so he could slip his tongue. We started fighting for dominance and eventually he won and started to explore my mouth. We could've kept this heated make out session going if we didn't hear a person talking behind us. A person that had sadness in his voice. As If he was going to cry. I broke apart from Shawn and turned around to see Matt.

"Brooke?" His voice cracked. It broke my heart to see him like this. He looked as if he was on the verge of tears. Matt was ways the sensitive one.

"Matt, I-I'm sorry I just I..."

"Save it Brooke. I don't need to hear your excuses. I'm over you anyway. So be the slut that you are and throw yourself at all the guys. I don't care anymore."

When he said that my heart shattered. Tears filled my eyes but I tried to blink them back. I hate guys. They have to come into your life, make you feel special and then fuck you up. I walked towards the door and started heading out.

"Brooke! Wait!" I heard Shawn calling after me. I didn't dare look back. He caught up to me. And blocked me from continuing to walk forward.

"Move Shawn." I managed to croak out while trying not to cry. It's too hard.

"Brooke, what Matt said in there doesn't mean anything. You're not a slut." He said.

"I don't care what Matt said!" I yelled.

"Then what's the matter?"

"Everything! All of you guys are great but I can't be with anyone of you! I'm just gonna fuck it up like I do with everything! No guys used to like me until I became who I am today! I had one boyfriend throughout my whole life! One! And he beat me til I was nothing. I wished he would've beat me until I died but he didn't! Then you guys came I to my life and now everything is fucked up again and I can't think straight! I can't do it! I can't! Matt hates me now because I made out with you and now you probably hate me too!" I said balling my eyes out I couldn't catch my breath.

I couldn't do anything about it. I've been holding these tears in for the past year. Once I started letting it out it never stopped. I looked up at Shawn through my year filled eyes and saw him staring at me with a hurt face. He took a step towards me. I took a step backwards taking off my heels. The hotel is literally two blocks away. I started running, running back to the hotel. I need someone to get me through this. Someone who I can trust. But I haven't really gotten close to any of the boys but Shawn. I went to the one person I cod think of. We haven't talked much but it's worth a shot.

I made it to the hotel and went up to the persons room tears still streaming down my face. My make up probably looked even more fucked up than my love life. I knocked on the door. He opened it. Shocked to see me like this.

"Brooke? What's wrong?" He said worriedly.

"I- I-" I couldn't say anything, just kept crying, crying until it hurt.

"Come here." He pulled me Into a hug.

"T-thank y-y-you N-n-Nash." I managed to sputter out. Tears were getting all over his shirt but I didn't care. I need someone.

"Shhh it's okay I got you." he said in a hushed voice.