Crushed {ON HOLD}

Right choice

BROOKE'S POV

We have been stuck in this elevator for about an hour and a half now. This has not been fun. Matt has been giving me a sad look every chance he gets and I'm pretty sure I'm running out of oxygen in here. Might as well make the best of it.

"Last time I was stuck in an elevator I was 12 and it was at a book store with Tay. These bitches wouldn't let us leave so they kept opening and shutting the door when we were trying to leave. Eventually, when we were still stuck in the elevator, we tied our shoes together and started talking about random shit because... well we were bored." I said laughing at the end. I saw him smile. Only for a second though.

"I saw that smile Matthew Lee Espinosa." I said. He laughed.

"I got him to laugh! Yessssss!" I pumped my fist in the air with victory.

"Brooke come here we are taking a selfie." He motioned me over to him. I took a seat next to him and he held his phone up and took the pic. he posted it on Instagram with a caption saying

"Stuck in the elevator with da bestie✌️ @ayeitsbrooke"

"Send that pic to me. It's cute." I saw him blush a little. We then started talking about random shit and eventually got to the topic about McDonalds.

"I heard that in Nashville the mayonnaise had semen in it and the girl who ate it got herpes." I said. Chills went down my spine. McDonalds is good but honestly it disgusts me to think about. He laughed.

"I saw this documentary about this guy who are McDonalds for breakfast, lunch, and dinner everyday and got like this heart problem from it then died." He commented.

"That's unfortunate..." I trailed off. I was looking at him and he looked right back at me. His eyes, you could get lost in them for forever. I started to lean in a little but he didn't move.

"Brooke..." he whispered before I could do anything. I stopped leaning and looked at him with confusion. He shook his head and put it in his hands.

"W-what's wrong?" I asked him. Why didn't he let me kiss him.

"We can't. Not until you make up your mind." He sighed. I moved back to my spot across from him on the other side of the elevator. My phone died and it's an awkward situation so I can't go on it.

Sigh

I then heard the elevator doors open. YES! I looked up and saw Tay with everyone. She was sitting on the floor right in front of the elevator looking bored. I jumped up from my spot and ran out the elevator. Tay pulled me aside and asked

"What was it like being stuck in an elevator again?" She smirked at me. I rolled my eyes.

"From now on I'm taking the stairs. I could use the exercise." We started walking back down the stairs when I turned around and saw Matt looking at the ground. He then looked up and stared at me. Tay was still pulling me so as we walked the image of him continued to get smaller and see until it was no longer seen. So much for distancing myself.

~*~

I haven't talked to Shawn, Taylor and Matt for 5 days. We're in LA now and I'm planning on visiting my mom and sister and the rest of the family. I haven't figured out my feelings for any of them yet. Do you know how hard it is not being able to talk to them? Not being able to figure out my feelings for them? Ya I don't really think you do. But if you do know how it feels... Welcome to the depressed club.

I get to my moms house. It feels like forever since I've been here. My sisters car is on the driveway. Thank god. I need to talk to her. I walk inside to be greeted by...dogs? They were adorable.