Muse [lesbian/gay] ✔

15

After two hours of going over songs we should do, but haven't yet decided, but our next meeting is tomorrow again, 'Today was...weird in a way, I got my first, AND I got asked out...' I thought laying face down on my bed, groaning in frustration at all the problems, 'I need to tell him I don't like him in that way' I told myself, knowing that tomorrow will be...interesting, feeling the need to eat some fruits before going to bed.

I ran down the stairs, and into the kitchen, opening the fridge and took out the strawberries, and then headed into the living room to start stuffing my mouth, but there was a knock at the door, "come on... I was about have a strawberry feast," I groaned, getting up from the couch, looking through eye hole, and my body immediately flushed, opening the door, my heart threatening to jump out, "h-hey, I was wondering if we could hang out, if not I understand," Jacky said, stumbling with her words, already wanting to pass out, "y-yea, come on in!" I answered, my voice going a tad bit higher, "I see you brought your guitar," I said, not stuttering this time as I let her in, closing door behind her.

We took our seats, leaving enough space between us, so we're not touching, obviously to afraid of what might happen if we did, "can I have some?" Jacky said awkwardly, pointing at the strawberries, "yea, go for it, and what about your parents?" I asked, handing her the box, "oh yea, someone told my parents with you... and well you know," Jacky said darkly, "is everything ok or..." I said, not wanting to finish my sentence, "they don't want me to hang out with you anymore, but I won't do that...your friend, and I don't care about skin color anymore," she said, her balled fist turning dangerously pale; I grabbed her hand, intertwining our fingers, "it's not your fault...its not your fault how people see things and their actions for it, all we can do is stand strong, and try make through this storm, to see actual change, when things change, I want to be your side when it does," I said, kissing her on the cheek, my body hot.

We stayed in each others arms, not saying a say word, "I'm hungry, what about you?" She asked, slowly letting go of me, "yea, I have more fruits in the fridge," I said, grinning widely, "and I need your help to let Dell down, he asked me out," I said plainly, popping a strawberry in my mouth, "WHAT!!".

[A/N: yay, the 15 chapter, I think I'm getting closer to finishing Muse, but we'll see.]