Muse [lesbian/gay] ✔

10

How did I end up here, my violin and now in hand, standing nervously in front of Mr. Rogers, the music teacher, getting ready to perform, well you see...Jacky planned this, and now I have no choice but to do this, your probably wondering if I'm going to give a flashback before this happens, well I'm not, no use anyway, it won't change a thing; "so Ms. Jones, what will you perform?" Mr. Rogers asked, eyeing me up and down, "um...I'm doing a-a piece c-called...uhh...I forgot," I squeaked out, feeling my throat constrict, my heart thumping madly, feeling like I'm going to explode inside my chest, "don't be nervous, all you do is play one piece," Mr. Rogers said, giving me an encouraging smile, "o-oh ok," I stuttered out, already feeling stupid as I raised my instrument to my chin, feeling the shoulder rest digging into my shoulder, raising the bow to the of the finger board and bridge.

I took a shaky breath, only looking at my fingers and not at the music director, then I started, not having much of a good start and most of my notes were shaky, but I kept going, only thinking about getting it over with so I can go home; I took a pause and then I ended it with the last note, and it was over, and I only heard silence, but I didn't dare to look up and meet his gaze, too afraid, and finally I hear him clear his throat,  "well Ms. Jones, I must say you did pretty good, but I heard and saw many flaws, like shaky bow, missing notes, and your movement, but don't worry I'll help you improve on that, so I happily accept you into my symphony, and you'll eventually become more relaxed with performing in front of others, come by next Tuesday and meet the others," he said, giving me a pat on the back, before starting to pack his stuff to leave.

My mouth was wide open, and I couldn't get a word out as I put away my violin, and left the school grounds, to shock to notice anything.

Once I made it home, I went up to my room and took my clothes, now only In my undergarments, hoping into bed, feeling my tense muscles relax, then it was lights out for me.

[A/N: on the roll, but I don't have high hopes for anything.]