Muse [lesbian/gay] ✔

16

It was finally the next day, and I'm nervous beyond repair about what I'm about to do, but luckily I'm not alone, Jacky has helped me with letting him down without being to mean or mean at all, in hopes in not hurting his feelings too much.

I took a seat at my table, relieved that Dell isn't here just yet, but knew that this needs to be done soon or He'll think I liked him or something; eventually Dell did arrived, taking his seat next to mines, fiddling nervously with his thumbs, smiling a bit, "how was your....meeting yesterday?" He asked, not looking up from his hands, "oh...it was good, there's another practice meeting today as well," I told him, watching him closely, "oh that's cool...he-" but before he could finish his next sentence, the ready ranged, as our teacher started the lesson for today.

It felt like hours has passed, sitting and waiting for the storm, the voices egging me on, yelling, screaming, but I had to focus on the task at hand; class finally ended, everyone heading out the door, but Dell still sat still, his hands shacking, "Tala...about what I asked you yesterday...will you go out with...me?" He asked, now looking me straight in the eye, 'I have no choice now, I must do this', "I'm sorry Dell...but I don't feel way about you...I hope ca-" but I was immediately  cut off, when he stood, knocking over his chair, "are you fucking kidding me! What's wrong with you, am I not good enough! Oh wait, don't tell me...your A fucking dyke aren't you! You fucking whore!" He yelled, face red in anger.

I felt icey cold inside, the voices louder than ever, as I felt tears starting to swell up, feeling hot from embarrassment, so I sprinted out, not listening to a few concerned voices behind me, I left, not wanting to see anyone or talk to anyone; I hoped into my car and drove off, not daring to look back.