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Chapter 11- Disgrace

*Azra/Sierra's P.O.V*

It was Sunday and we didnt have any matches or events. It was kind of a lazy day. To make it worse, the day is so dark and raining. Not the beautiful kind of rain, if you know what I mean.
Sienna took the day to spend it with her boyfriend Dolph Ziggler. They were dating for almost a year now. I guess, I forgot to mention it earlier, so here it is now.

Adam was still unconscious. Hope he gets better. Nikki is with John and Brie is with Daniel. So yeah, everyone are busy with something or someone, so its just me and the TV.

Im not a fan of calling anyone right now, because I know they'd probably be with someone and would groan to hear their phone ringing.

For the past few days, I didnt see or had any encounters with Seth. Oops, did I forget to mention? He have started texting me morning and night. As sweet as it sounds, its not. He just reminds me how much of a disgrace I am in every texts he send. Trust me, I'd be lieing if I said I didnt lock myself in the bathroom and cry my eyes out. The words really stung.

•Colby- Morning you..dont ruin anyone's day with your presence..

•Colby- Hey..hope everyone are fine and not dead...I mean your with them afterall..anyways night!

These are some of the texts I've been recieving from him lately and yeah bitter right?

I sighed and switched OFF the TV before getting up from the bed and decided to take a stroll in the hotel we're currently staying in.

I closed my door and started walking outside. Instead of getting the elevator, I decided to take the stairs, that way I could kill some time.

When I finally stepped to the reception area, I saw a scene that literally blowed my heart. I clamped my mouth shut to prevent myself from squeeling.

Its Dean, Dean Freaking Ambrose is back here! He is back from his shoulder injury! I missed him so much. Seeing his face after months literally made me tear up.

Yes, we are not in talking terms and neither does he prefers to see my face but for me, its just hard to not to see his face. Him and Renee Young was hugging and kissing, expressing how much the two love birds missed each other. A smile etched onto my face to see him laughing and joking around.

I thought struck into my head and I decided to casually walk past him so that I'd get to see him up close. I started walking and looked everywhere but him, just to make this look casual only until he saw me.

"Ah disgrace!", he exclaimed before closing his eyes from seeing me. Ouch! OUCH!!

Damn, that really hurt. Really really hurt. Renee looked at me apologetically while I managed to throw her a smile in return. I looked at Dean, who had his eyes still closed asking at Renee, if I was gone or not.

I quickly turned back and walked back to my room as I was totally regretting the decision of taking a stroll. While I was walking back, every actions from Dean and Seth since Survivor Series and Seth's recent messages plus the way how Dean reacted flashed infront of my face as a lump slowly formed in my throat.

My vision blurried and knees weakened as the tears roll down my cheeks freely. Im a human too and I cant act like everything is okay when its not. Sobs started leaving my mouth as I quickly clamped my mouth preventing the noises.

I shut my eyes tight and let it all out. Everything hurt. Why do they hate me so much? The Dean and Seth who punched the guys for calling me names in highschool is now killing me with their own words.

Once I was able to calm myself down, I managed to get to my feet. The hiccups of the previous sobbing session was now attacking my throat. I really needed a shoulder. I want a hug so badly.

As I was passing the passage, I thought to go to Sienna, but I heard the sound of her giggling in Dolph's room, so I left from there. Atleast let her be happy.

I came across Roman's room but I heard him talking to Galina, so I went away from there too.

I passed by the girls room and decided not to disturb them because they were having a good time.

I finally came face to face with Seth's room only to hear sounds of laughing and squeelings, making me go away from there too.

The thought that I had everyone, but still have no one made me tear up again. This time the tears were falling but I manged to keep my sobs to myself.

I took slow shaky steps to my room. Atleast my lifeless teddy bear would help me.

*Colby/Seth's P.O.V*

"God, ple- please, my tummy!", Sarah and I was laughing at some of our hilarious childhood memories that we chose to share with each other. It was raining and we was really not in the mood to go out.

But theres one thing thats bugging my mind. Though Im laughing and joking around, my mind was continuously saying that something is not right.

My laugh and smile didnt reach my eyes or heart, because I just couldnt. Something really is not right. My heart was aching for something and Im not even sad. Im not upset, but then why is my heart aching?

"Ba-babe, are you okay?", I heard Sarah asking, as she didnt still recovered from her laughter. I nodded and tried to smile at her, "Yeah Im completely fine and babe, lemme go get some water from the Cafeteria real quick yeah?", I waited for her response and she nodded pouting making me peck her lips and walk outside.

I closed the door shut and immediately clutched my chest because it was getting restless. I saw right, then left, only to take a double take at what I saw. My eyes widened at the sight.

Oh god.....

Mhm...To be continued..
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