(AN- This chapter is long..and will be going in a fast forward way because..I cant wait for the next chapter!! So hope there will be no confusions..happy reading!)
*Sierra's P.O.V*
What am I doing?
What is happening to me?
Why am I behaving like a teen infront of him?
"Or was it easy when you took my unborn child away from me?",
"MY CHILD!! YOU TOOK MY CHILD!! YOU KILLED IT!! YOU KILLED MY UNBOR-"
"Now stop covering up, we all know how much you hated Sarah ever since we met her, we all know how much you hated her being with me, and when you got to know that she was pregnant with my child, you decided to take that from me didnt you? And you chose the easy way out and killed it! Along with my child, you killed me, my happiness, my trust on you and everything!"
My heart raced at the bitter past of mine. Have I forgotten it? Am I ready to forget it? What makes me forget it? How can I be so sure that it wont happen again? Why do I forget everything when Im with him?
"...are you sure you dont love him or something?"...
I shuddered at the thought. Was Sienna right? I quickly shook my head as I found the symptoms of a pounding headache.
Its as if on cue, I heard a soft knock on my door. Seth must be back..Might as well ask these questions with him and share my headache..that would be easier.
I jumped up and walked forward to open the door. Just as I opened the door, "Your la-", my words escaped at the person at my door.
"J-Johnny?"
He waved his hand at me in a cute greeting way and I moved aside, letting him in. I immediately regretted opening the door.
"Is it just me or do you always look shakened up?", he chuckled and I took a deep breath before closing the door and turned to him, "Not like that..just surprised is all..what got you here anyway?", I faked a grin as we both sat down on our bed.
"I missed you..", he confessed and I was a little bit taken aback. Still, I let out an awkward chuckle, "I missed y-",
"No..not like that..I really missed you Sierra..", he said looking straight into my eyes and I shook my head, "Joh-",
"I get it..I get it..its been 3..hell its been almost 4 years but..", he shrugged with a small grin making me look down not knowing what to say.
He doesnt get it does he?
He reached forward and grabbed a hold of my hand, "What were you doing?", he asked and I was super grateful that he changed the subject. The room was filled with so much of awkwardness that I could barely breath.
"Was just hanging out with Seth..since we both got nothing to do", I said finding a sudden enthusiasm at the thought of the time we spent together.
"Oh...",
*Johnny's P.O.V*
Didnt she have some errands to run with HHH?
*Sierra's P.O.V*
"Oh..err..thats great..", he sounded a liiiiiiitle bit off..I dont know why or maybe Im overthinking.
Probably the second one because thats what I do best.
"Yeah..", I nodded with an uneasy gush of awkwardness hit me with not being able to say anything.
"Oh! I almost forgot why I came here in the first place..", he slapped his forehead with a chuckle as he looked at me making me grin at him, "What is it?", I asked and he leaned forward.
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