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Chapter 25- Delusion.........Or Is It?

*Colby's P.O.V*

CRASH!!

CRASH!!!

CRASH!!!

I threw another vase on the wall and watched it shatter. I fisted my hair and looked at the destruction I made inside my room.

"Since when did you started believing reports over me Colby?"

"Since when did you started believing some stupid papers over me?"

"You know how much I love kids, and you think I could kill one?"

"..But Colby, if I proved you wrong that I know I will, but if I do, then consider myself dead to you!!"

"..because I will never forgive you for this Colby Lopez! I will never ever forgive you and Dean for this! Not ever! I cant wait until I prove you wrong because thats when you'll loose me forever!!"

"Get ready for that Colby, because this rain is the witness for all of this!! I hate you Colby Lopez!! I HATE YOU!!"

"AAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH...!!!!!", I screamed all my frustrations out as I fell on my knees. These voices I hear arent helping me at all.

"Get ready for that Colby, because this rain is the witness for all of this!! I hate you Colby Lopez!! I HATE YOU!!"

I stared at the floor with my vision blurred. I sat back down on the floor and stared at the ceiling before I broke into tears. Everythings hurts so fucking bad. Even breathing seems harder for me.

Lately I cant even understand whats happening around me. Everything is so foreign to me. Tears were now rolling down freely as I just bit my lips hard to keep in the cries as I heard dad's (Steve Austin) voice.

"It takes a man to cry, but it takes a fighter to break the pains down.."..

He said it when I lost my first match at FCW. Those were the days I want to go back to. This life of mine is really painful.

Am I wrong? If so then where did I go wrong? What is my fault here? Why am I in pain? Why am I crying?

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked at it to see a female hand. Is it Sarah? I told her that I need to be alone!

I looked up ready to yell at her but my voice got caught in the throat at the person.

"A-Azra?"

She was looking at me with a smile. A FUCKING SMILE!!!

I was looking at her as if she was a ghost. Is she on her month or something?! How could she be smiling now?!!

She came infront of me and sat down. She was still smiling. Her hands came forward to wipe my tears away and rested her hands on my cheeks, "Wha-What are y-you d-doing?", I asked and she chuckled, "What are you doing?", she asked emphasizing the 'you' as I furrowed my eyebrows.

Did someone hit her head with a metal brick?

"I-I wh-"

"Though you look cute with red nose and pouty face, I dont like to see you crying, I prefer seeing you fight", she grinned at the end and I gulped. Whats happening dude?

She chuckled at my confused look as she leaned forward to kiss my forehead reminding me of my mom. My eyes closed shut at the impact. I dont know whats happening, but whatever, this feels good.

She pulled back and looked at me, "Why are you crying Colby? You didnt do anything so why are you suffering?", she asked with pain lacing her own voice. I just looked at her. I cant believe any of this. If this is a dream, then I dont wanna wake up.