RECLAIM-What I Lost -||-SR Love Story-||-

Chapter 39- Left Me Hanging

*Azra's P.O.V*

I woke up to the harsh sunlight hitting my eyelids. I stretched and stopped in the midway as I realized that I was inside someones clutch.

Adam was spooning me like he never did before. Its like he didnt want to let go at all.

Why am I doing injustice with him?

The guilt of playing with his pure feeling is eating me alive. Everything that once felt right is now feeling like its completely wrong.

For example, Adam spooning me, Adam kissing me, Adam holding me but most of all, Adam loving me feels so wrong to me now.

Its true how they say, we always ignore the person we love for the person who treat us like trash.

"...babe?", I snapped out of trance and saw Adam peeking at me, concerned. When did he wake up?

"Im sorry, w-were you saying something?", I asked and he sighed, "Nothing..just stay here", he said into my hair making me shut my eyes.

At the moment, I feel so disgusting.

Disgusting, because I just wanted to get out of his embrace. Which girlfriend will ever feel like this?

I gently pushed his hands away from me and sat up, "What happened?", he asked and I rolled my eyes, because he cant see my face, of course.

"I just need to go to the washroom", I said throwing my hair in a messy bun. I stood up and made a bee-line to the washroom before I locked it behind me, purposely avoiding Adam's concerned looks and growing questions.

I feel terrible for doing this to Adam. But I cant help it. I really cant.

I let out a long sigh and started my routine. The lesson I've learned so far is, over thinking costs your time.

And time is "precious" afterall.

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After a couple of minutes, I stepped out of the washroom, all done. The bed was neatly done and Adam was nowhere to be seen. I sighed at my terrible attitude these days.

I started doing my hair, "So I didnt know you were going to have a meet up with Seth today", I stopped in the mid-way when I heard Adam speaking behind me.

I looked at him through the mirror to see him leaning on the doorway and looking at me. I was going to meet up with Seth?

When? What- Oh shit!!!

Today is the day I have to live his victory of last night's ring toss. Totally forgot about it!

But how did he know about it?

As if he read my mind, "He sent you a message and I happened to read it", he said and my heart thumped.

I was about to open ny mouth, "I opened it only because the message was from Seth", he defended himself making me shut my eyes and shook my head.

"Any date or something?", I opened my eyes to look at him who was narrowing his eyes at me.

Seriously, am I that visible?

I took my phone and clicked on his message to see,

Colby- Dont forget your plans for today!

I clutched my phone tightly and glared at the screen. What was his need for messaging me about this?! This message clearly sounds like we are going on a date.

I threw the phone on my bed and looked at Adam, who was watching me intently, "Y-Yes we have to m-meet up with H-Hunter", I said and mentally pat myself for this award winning excuse.