*Azra/Sienna's P.O.V*
"Took you long enough", he said with a humourless chuckle and immediately my vision bluried. I tried my best to not to believe him.
"No Seth, y-you could never do th-that..no", I said hoping to get a nod from him but instead he just chuckled at me, "Unfortunetely for you and fortunately for me, I did", he confirmed and I shook my head as the tears were threatning to fall.
"What-What has gotten into you Seth?", I asked with my voice just above a whisper, merely cracking. He was nodding to himself muttering, 'whats gotten into me?', over and over again.
"Why would you do something like that to Adam? He didnt even do anything to you", I said and he chuckled, "So your taking his side now?", he asked and I scoffed, "Of course I'll take his side! He is my boyfriend!", I exclaimed and he glared at the spaces.
Why is he refusing to answer?!
I stepped forward and grabbed his arm and turned him to face me, "Why are you silent?! Say something!! What had turned you into a monster?! Huh?!", tears were now streaming down my face freely as I was fuming.
I've had enough!
I pushed his chest for which he just stumbled a step back still glaring at me, "Who are you?!", I asked at the monster who is standing infront of me, "Answer me!! Who are you?!! This is not you! Because my Colby, the Colby I know, would never do any of what your doing recently!!", I was screaming while he was just glaring at me.
"This-This is not Colby Lopez..", my hands waved at his huge figure as I continued, "..this is Seth Rollins!!", I spat at him but he was just silently watching me with a glare.
A sob escaped my lips as I looked at him. It pains me to see him this way. What has happened to us?
I took a few steps closer to him as my hands flew upwards to cup his cheeks. I noticed how his breath hitched at the impact of our skins but this is not the time for any of it.
My eyes frantically searched his eyes for any signs of the old Colby, "Why are you doing this?", I asked softly as the silent tears streamed down my face, "Huh? Why are you doing this to me? To yourself? Why?", my voice begging him to spit the answer out.
His eyes closed shut as my thumbs rubbed his cheeks, "What has happened to you? What-what has happened to us?", I asked and his eyes opened to look me in the eyes. His eyes filled with rage, pain and need.
"We have fought a lot since childhood but none of it was equal to this", I said and his eyes never left mine. I was getting frustrated by his lack of speech. I want him to say something!
I let go of his cheeks as I glared at him, "Glaring at me isnt gonna answer anything, say something!! Why are you doing this?!! Why are y-",
"YOU!! IM DOING ALL OF THIS BECAUSE OF YOU!!",
Crack...
"IM DOING THIS TO MYSELF BECAUSE OF YOU!!",
Crack......
"IM GOING THROUGH ALL THIS BECAUSE OF YOU!!",
Crack........
"ADAM IS GOING THROUGH ALL THAT BECAUSE OF YOU!!",
Crack...
"EVERYTHING IM DOING IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND ONLY YOU!!",
Shattered..
I was staring at him with tears rolling down my cheeks as Colby was now leaving smokes. His eyes red, face burning, breathing harder, glare stronger.
"Dont you dare put this all on me! I can never be the reason why you have turned into a monster!", I said and it sounded like I was convincing myself saying that.
"YOUR THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME AT!! YOUR THE LAST PERSON I EXPECTED TO PUT MY LIFE THROUGH HELL AND...", he paused as he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.
His grip was hurting me. I could smell his breath at our proximity, "How did it feel?", he sneered and I narrowed my eyes at him, "How did it feel like when Adam was taken into hospital with stretchers infront of your eyes?", he asked with his voice dangerously low, "How does it feel to be unable to hear his voice for days?", his grip was tightening on my arm making me wince in pain, "How will it feel if he was taken away from you forever and ever?", he asked and my eyes widen, "No! No please dont do anything like that!", I begged and he let go of my hand.
He shook his head, "Nahh....I can never do that, because you know why, Im not you! Im not you to take people's happiness away!", he barked and I bit my lips to keep the cries in.
His eyes turning darker and darker, "Please stop..", I cried and he shook his head, "No you stop! Stop turning my life into a living hell! Stop ruining my happine-",
"Colby please..", I begged because everytime he says that I ruined his happiness, its like pulling a sword right through my heart. He scoffed and punched the car making me flinch.
Suddenly I felt water droplets falling on me. I looked up to see the sky dark and covered with grey clouds. Within seconds it started raining heavily, drenching us in the process. But at the moment, we could care less about it.
I should be strong, I cant take all the blames. I cant die everyday, this needs to end.
I slowly wiped my tears sniffling, "Then what are you doing here with me Colby? Huh? If Im taking your happiness..", sob, "happiness, then why are you still here? You were the one who dragged me here to put the same bullshits on me and still have the guts to say that Im making your life a living hell?!", my voice was starting to get louder as I was now furious.
He had his back turned to me, "I was doing fine these three days without you! Completely fine! And look at you, exploding my phone with those ridiculous messages and calls!", I exclaimed but he still had his back turned to me. The rain was now pouring harder. It seems like even the sky is in some pain too.
"I said this before and Im saying this now, you need to put your own words into actions Colby! You want me to stay away from you and yet you still keep showing up!", I noticed his fists curling up into a ball.
Good.
"Im done with you Colby Lopez! Im totally weared out! I cant take any of it anymore! Your saying that I took your happiness right? Then lemme make it upto you! Today Im taking myself away from you! There! I'll make Stephanie cancel this stupid mixed match and lets go back to being strangers!", I said and shook my head as he still had his back turned to me.
I turned around to walk away from that place and his life forever and ever. I mean, Im holding onto a weak hope. Yes I love him, but it seems like we cant have everything we want.
But I've got Adam who loves me like no other, why would I need someone else. Especially a monster like...him?!
"What was more easy?", my steps haulted as I heard his voice. My eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
I turned around to see him turning around. My eyes widened as I saw his eyes shining with tears of anger and pain. He was now completely drenched just like me. I so badly want to hug him but I held my ground.
"What do you mean?", I asked and he pinched his nose bridge before looking at me, "Is it easy? To take yourself away from me?", he asked with narrowed eyes and voice slightly cracking.
My eyes immediately teared up as I looked away. Of course its not, you bastard!
I glared at him not wanting to answer his question as I turned around again to walk away,
"Or was it easy when you took my unborn child away from me?"
I stopped walking at that.
Dun Dun Dunnnn!!!!!
WHAAAAAAAT?!!!!!!!!!!
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