RECLAIM-What I Lost -||-SR Love Story-||-

Chapter 20- Alleyway "talks"

**3 Days later**

*Azra's P.O.V*

Angry.

Regret.

Guilt.

Ashamed.

Alive.

These were what I was feeling since the day when me and Colby kissed. No made out. Almost did it.

I cheated on Adam Cole.

Saying that was like a kick to my face. How could I let that happen? And to think that Adam has no idea whats going on behind his back is just killing me.

I cried my freaking eyeballs out after he went. I was angry. Not at Colby. But on me. For being so gullible and weak. Nobody knows that but me and Colby. I mean how could we even share it with someone?

Its been 3 days since that happened and I've done my level best to ignore him. Because Im now fully convinced that me and him alone together wont end up in a right way.

Whats funny is, how he always call me a disgrace and hated me yet still locked lips with me. And to think that our friendship is now destroyed to bits and that theres no hopes left for us is just heart breaking.

I hate myself. I despice myself for enjoying every second of it. I hate myself for not being able to forget how his lips felt on mine. I hate myself for feeling his hands on my body.

But most importantly, I hate what he said before leaving my room.

"Not Adam's"

"Not even Roman's"

"Only mine!"

I think he got his head curb-stomped before he stepped inside my room. Why in the world would he claim me as his. And what pisses me the most is, how he said Im not Roman's. Like, was he even hearing himself?!

From that day to now, I recieved more than 100 calls and messages from Colby saying 'we need to talk' and 'Im sorry's. I answered or replied to none. I had nothing to do with him anymore.

The only thing thats keeping us connected is, our mixed-match which is just two days away from today. Thats it and there'll be no more interactions between us. He tried many ways to talk to me and none worked because I was hell-bent on ignoring him.

Yes it killed me to do so, but I had to. Because thats whats best for myself, for himself and for Adam.

"Hey! Erra!!", I turned around to see Dolph running towards me. I grinned at him, "Hey noodles!", I said ruffling his hair for which he playfully glared at me.

"How ya doing babe? Cool hotel huh? And Seth was looking for you by the way", he said and I mentally rolled my eyes. Almost all the superstars was repeating the same lines at me whenever we met.

"Really? I didnt know that", I tried to play it cool and he shrugged, "He looked really impatient though, anythings up with you two again?", he asked munching his bubble gum.

Again?

I chuckled, "Of course not Dolph, its not like we see each other like we did before, as you may know, and yeah maybe he was looking for me to talk about our match this monday", I did a cool shrug and he nodded, "Alright, something in me says that Randy is gonna get busted in your match", he said and I laughed, "Why so?", I asked and he chuckled,

"Seth is looking like he is gonna murder anyone he lays his eyes on, trust me I've never seen him this frustrated before", he said shaking his head and my grin slowly faded off.