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Chapter 38- Tainted

*Azra/Sierra's P.O.V*

"So how did it go?", Adam asked with an unimpressed look on his face. I gulped and mentally searched for an answer.

How will I say it? Oh hey, it went great except for the fact that we kissed twice and an old lady lectured us to stay together and somehow I became his VERY personal assistant for a day!

Well..definetely not!

Sensing my lack of reply, "Did anything happen?", he asked holding my hand as his eyes showed nothing but concern.

I shook my head, "It went.....good, we were in a carnival afterall", I said and he didnt look convinced, "He didnt try anything, did he?", he asked with his eyes filled with worry.

I sighed, "Nothing happened Adam, stop those questions", I said tiredly getting up from the couch, walking towards the bedroom.

From the minute I entered here hes been doing nothing but ask questions after questions. Yes, he is my boyfriend and all that but he should give me sometime to breath.

My head is buzzing with so many stuffs. This carnival just made everything even worser. And to top that off, Adam's questions are really annoying.

I just wanna be alone. I cant help but re-think all what that lady said. And the hug I got from Colby when I was embarrassed. Yes, he was acting but he just was there.

I laid in my side of bed and draped the duvet over me. I felt the bed dip beside me making me shut my eyes pretending to sleep. No not now please Adam..

"I know your not sleeping baby", he said placing a kiss on my temple. I immediately remembered how Colby kissed me there.

His hand slowly made its way to my waist as he pecked my shoulder, making me shut my eyes even tighter, "Im just worried baby", he said placing another kiss on the nape of my shoulder making me grip the pillow tight.

Stop it Adam!

"Im sorry if I was getting a little overboard with my question but..", he paused to kiss my neck, "..but I just dont ever wanna lose you", another kiss. My hands were hurting from gripping the pillow tight.

He turned me around making me face him. I unwillingly opened my eyes and saw an honest pair of orbs staring at me with nothing but love.

Im not worthy of your love Adam..

He pushed a strand of a hair behind my ear, "Your the best ever thing thats happened to me in my whole life, Azra Anderson", he said looking directly into my soul making my eyes moist.

I dont deserve your love Adam..

Your too good to be with a person like me..

"I love you so fucking much Azra", he said and it felt like he took the words from his heart.

He leaned forward and placed his lips on mine making the tears roll down ny cheeks.

I hesitantly kissed back. Guilt was killing me all through the kiss. I felt like a monster to play with Adams heart.

I never thought I'd say this to myself but.......Im tainted.

*Colby/Seth's P.O.V*

"BECAUSE YOUR NOT BEING YOURSELF COLBY!",

"Let me take some rest Sarah, we'll talk about this some d-"

"WHICH DAY SETH?! WHEN WILL YOU EVER TELL ME WHATS GOING ON WITH Y-",

"I DONT KNOW WHATS FUCKING WITH ME!!! I DONT!!",

All I remember is me declining food because I was tired. Both physically and mentally. And Im now facing the daily dose of typical Sarah tantrum.

She was always suspicious about me and Azra. Cant blame her. But that doesnt mean she have to get in my throat every single time about it.

"I trust you Colby!! I love you!! I dont wanna lose you!! I want you with me forever!! Is it so big to ask!!", she said crying and I sighed. Now I feel bad. I always did.

"I-I love you t-"

"NO YOU DONT COLBY!! YOUR CHANGED!! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TOUCHED ME!! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD AN EYE TO EYE CONVERSATION WITH ME!! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HUGGED ME!! I CANT PRETENT TO LOOK LIKE IM PERECTLY FINE WHEN IM COMPLETELY NOT!!

She was now full on sobbing and I was speechless. She had a point. I can feel the distance growing between the both of us.

"Sar-"

"SEE!! YOU NEVER CALL ME 'SARAH'!! YOU ALWAYS CALLED ME BABY!! WHERE ARE ALL THAT COLBY?!"

I sighed hanging my head low in defeat. I was lost for words. I felt her stepping closer to me making me look at her. She looked terrible, "Its her right?", she asked slowly.

I shut my eyes and raised a hand indicating her to stop, "No Sarah, with all due respect, dont drag her here, dont start", I said shaking my head. Hearing her name is bringing me all the memories from the carnival.

Sarah nodded with tears streaming down her face. She clapped slowly, "Wow...Wow Colby", she said, "Do you remember who she is?", she asked and I looked away knowing where she is going, "Or should I remind you?", she continued and I sighed.

I heard shuffling and Sarah came back to my sight, this time with a papet in her hand as she raised it infront of my face, "Your hurting me for this monster who took our child away Colby, have you forgotten it?", I looked at the paper to see that 'Abortion Report'.

She carries it everywhere?

I cant help but stare at Azra's signature underneath.

"Since when did you started believing reports over me Colby?"..

"Since when did you started believing some stupid papers over me?"..

I snatched that paper away and kept it on the table beside our bed and glared at her, "I beg you Sarah Alessendrelli, Im begging you! We'll talk about this tomorrow and let me sleep! I havent slept in ages, let. Me. Sleep!", I said and went to the bed and faced the opposite direction.

"OH REALLY?! SO IM NOT LETTING YOU SLEEP RIGHT?! FINE! IM GOING! LET YOUR HIGHNESS GET YOUR PRECIOUS SLEEP!!", with that I heard some shuffling and the door slamming shut making me let out a frustrated sigh.

I shook my head and laid on the bed, switching off the lights.

Its not like Im going to sleep anyway!

"And you, dont ever leave her hand in any circumstances, remember to catch her everytime she slips, but oh well, I know you will, you love her",

What might she be doing now? With Adam? Or in pain like me?

*Sarah's P.O.V*

Unbelievable!

After everything that has happened, he still run back to that bitch!

I slammed his door shut and stomped my way out of it. After fast walking for a descent distant, I slowed down and turned around.

Expecting him to chase me, comfort me and get me back to his room, cuddle me.

My eyes bulged out of my socket to see his room door was closed and the lights were OFF!!

HUH!!!!!!!!

So he is not even bothered by me leaving his side at this time of the night! He has gone to his LA LA LAND this easily!

"Unbelievable", I muttered as I glared at his room before stomping away!

I hate you Azra Anderson!!!

Awwww....Poor Seth And Sierra...
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