Regardless of how much pain he was causing me, I still am worried about him. Four months has passed and I kept on asking Jasmine to update me with his condition but I think she is pissed at me now because she said,
"You know that you can talk to him anytime right? So you should! At least give him a chance to tell you his side of story. Look, I can smell a bad intention from miles away but I can assure you that he is not that kind of person. He must have his own reason so why don't you listen? Isn't he always told you to trust him?"
It is true, the day I was told that I can get out from the hospital, he was there, waiting for me right when I opened by door. He begged me to give him at least one minute to explain himself but I just- can't, you know? Seeing his face make every nightmare rain on my head and I can't bear it. I told him that,
"I'm sorry, I need time to recover." she said coldly.
"...okay..." he murmur to himself, "I will wait for you in our usual place."
Like how can he say that? After going out with my besets friend behind my back, sitting on 'our' place and now he easily told me to meet him there? I am more angry now than sad, those sadness hath faded away about a month ago and now all left is a grudge inside my heart and I don't even know if I will ever forgive him, maybe not, even though I know that deep inside, somewhere at the very bottom of my heart, there will always be a space for him.
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Is she going to give him a second chance? you won't know unless you vote and read the next chapter.
with love,
LITANIA ZHOU
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